jus waiting for this week to go past..hopefully the breakout will clear.... I dun need a reason to resent God...

I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO SAY THIS FOR THE PAST DUNNO HOW MANY WEEKS. ok here goes... so tat day I was watching House, I learnt this. When ur urine is tea color(mixture of red,yellow and brown), the preferential diagnosis is..erm... ok urine is yellow naturally rite, ok so we shall conc. on the brown and red part. So the red part comes from blood in ur urine, preferential diagnosis is gall stones..or was it kidney stones..hmm....i think gall stones..ya.. then... the brown part rite, is from waste(like fecal matter stuff like that) in ur urine. Now y wld there be such stuff in ur urine? COZ...u see ar.. ur muscles use myoglobin(for those of u who dunno, its the oxygen carryin pigment used by muscle, its the eqv of haemoglobin(for those of u who dunno, its the oxygen carryin pigment in blood, gives blood the red hue, and can bind to 4 o2 mol) myo can only bind to 1 o2 mol). SO ANYWAES, the reason y u got waste in ur urine is COZ, u see ar.. coz of muscle cell death!!!!! tada! when ur muscle cells die, they release the myoglobin, which is, fascinatingly, toxic to ur poor kidneys. -pause- ur kidneys carry out the processes of ultrafiltration at the bowman's capsule, selective reabsorption at the proximal convulated tubules, then down the descending loop of henle, up the ascending LOH, then thru the DCT, and into the collectin duct, forming urine. Thru these processes, it reabsorbes good stuff like water, hormones, blah blah, and the bad stuff and xs stuff are left in the urine la. -unpause- SO, like i was saying, since myo is toxic to ur poor kidneys, ur kidneys fail, and hence u have waste materials in ur urine....eh...wait wait wait.... like got smth wrong hor... @#$$^%^... smth is wrong... nvm nvm nvm... the body is quite fascinatin eh.. *grins*

Supposed to go clubbing with wq,serene and jl and some other pple at MOS, but didnt go.. went to meet Long they all instead. Sorry ar guys =X

Haven met long, dong and yz in like ages.. they are my wonderful primary skool frens, known them since P1.. so I've known them for like more than a decade, 12 yrs I think.. 7 when u enter P1, so now I am 18/19, so ya..12 yrs..thats 12/19(2/3) of my life. Discount hua dong the 5 yrs la, since I only got to know him in P6. Haha. Miss the days when I used to go to Long's house and stay over every friday..ever since P5. His was the only house my parents allowed me to stay over at. I can still remember his P4 bday party..quite clearly.. I can even remember wad I wore.. Damn uncle..hahaz.. anywaes ya.. went out with them today, finally..wei ting tagged along.. she has a black belt.wootx.. met Long n Ting first, then dong(as usualy late..). Both of them were wearin caps to hide their "hideous" bald heads. Hoho.. YZ came and we went to eat..as usuall we couldnt decide on where to eat..so we had to do our "elimination method".. So after elimination, Swenson's was the last one standing.

At swenson's we decided wad to eat, so goin to call the waiter. I didnt want to, cuz whenever I say "excuse me", NOONE will respond. Take for instance the time I went with KS and Aud to Breeks, I said "excuse me" 3 bloody times.. noone came.. KS called once, and the lady came. SO this time, I didnt want to call. After like 30s, noone came, so I decided to call. I raised my voice, and shouted EXCUSE ME..................................................................... still noone came... damn paiseh.. *bangs head against wall* So in the end one of them had to call, and not suprisingly, the waiter responded. I ate the Chicken Mixed Peppers, serving is PA-THE-TIC.... so small la the chicken... lucky I ate Mos's cheese burger and a cookie from Subway prior to that. Went to the arcade after tat, played Daytona, then took dumb photos. Haha we tried jumpin on one another, tried to stand on those things-with-rounded-tops-which-u-can-sit-on-while-waiting-to-cross-the-road stuff and other crazy formations. We had Ting as our lousy photographer, who constantly covered the flash with her fingers... hahaz although we didnt do much, and only spent like 2 hrs together, it was still damn fun, just like alwaes =)

I shall focus on my piano.. I shall try and pass with at least a merit... I have 1 mth and 9 days to do it.. If I pass, hoho..I've got a Grade 8 cert... so even though I play worse than a grade 1 pianist, I still have that cert.. hahax

OOOOoooOoOOo I found the score for Only Hope.. printed it out already..cant wait to play it..its damn nice..

Shall be goin to Mr.Neo's house 2moro to bai nian, and then in the night, goin to jeremy's house to play mahjong thru the night. Hopefully avonda can stay over, so no need to replace her.. lets all pray and wish that I will win 2moro.hohohoho.

-Hit your head with a hammer.Knock yourself silly-

*there's a song that's inside my soul..It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again..I'm awake in the infinite cold..But you sing to me over and over and over again...

Went to shilin's house with KW and Yilin to play mahjong today. Sl's mum is like so cute la, hahaz..I was talkin on the phone with SL once, and there was someone singing crazily. I thought it was her sis, turns out to be her mum. Anywaes we played small small de, so at the end of the day, I lost 20cents, KW lost 40cents and poor Yilin lost $2.90. Haha. It didnt turn out to be a wasted day. =)

I am having a full flegded out-break now..damn...

Jeremy was entertaining me on MSN jus now. Haha he on his webcam..damn hilarious la..hahaz.. it made me forget bout sad stuff..

I think u r avoiding me... hmmm...

If its meant to be..If its supposed to be yours..If it belongs to u..It will return to your side no matter wad.

Currently listening to Mandy Moore's Only Hope. The piano is damn nice..the song is damn nice also. Love it =)

*Sing to me the song of the stars*
*Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again*
*When it feels like my dreams are so far*
*Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again*

-To be only yours I pray-

OMG! I jus watched the 3rd most romantic show ever! Still in 1st position is Drive Me Crazy, then 2nd is Ever After:Cinderella Story. And last but not least, A Walk To Remember.

It's soooooooooooooooo bloody freaking romantic. I was on the verge tears T_T
The part where Landon brought Jamie to stand at the state line, so she cld be at 2 places at once, that part..is soooo touching..the look on her face...

Then the part where Landon put the tattoo on her shoulder... the song in the background was sooo nice... ahhhh... =)))

Undying love... I simply dunno how to describe how I feel now. There's an explosion of feelings within me.. I dunno wad to say..the movie is beautiful..too beautiful to describe... its touching, its romantic, its sad, its happy, its moving, its simple beautiful... It's gonna be love =)

My favourite quote from the movie:"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

Words can't describe how I am feeling right now... simplay fantastic... lalalalala..

Oh ya, Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

*Its gonna be love, Its gonna great, Its gonna be more than I can take. Its gonna be free, Its gonna be real, Its gonna change everything I feel. Its gonna be safe, Its gonna be true, Its gonna be U're the one to do. Its gonna be hard, Its gonna be sad, Its gonna be more than jus enough.Its gonna be love* =)

FUCK...FUCK..this whole world jus fucking isnt rite..everything isnt... everything about this world isnt.....

noone even cares when I reach home...all I get is scolding when I open the door...

I've been honest to u about where I've gone to and who I am with.. if u can't trust me then...

Can't I be that ray of sunshine?
Can't I be the one who makes u happy?

It started out a happy day....ended in a crappy way....

fucking crappy...

Lost.... U made me go off-course...

me... over-reacting...

cry myself to slp...

dead-brain-dead-heart-dead-everything

miserable... pathetic... i am in such a pathetic state right now.. I laugh at myself...

all I hear is silence... I thought I saw u... but now, all I see is darkness...

Isn't there someone to be there for me when I am feeling the way I feel now?

It was all jus a dream... it's happening all over again... sometimes I get the feeling The Supreme Intelligence is jus playing a joke on me... but I noe i have no right to say that... I jus feel that way..

Where are u?

What are u hiding? Where are u hiding?

I thought the optimistic me wld come back today.... but the pessimistic me came back in the night...

Where's that cheerful, happy-go-lucky Para?

Despair. Distraught. Disaster. Dismay. Depressed.

A lonely smile. A cold touch. I turn to u for warmth, but all I feel is a desert.

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

hohohoho! *shakes butt and dances ard* yea yea yeA.. oh yea... -in a state of self-highness now-

went to the eye centre today.. first of all, idiotic me took the wrong exit out of the mrt station, so had to find my way out to find my dad. Reached SNEC, first thing talk to nurse, then she asked me to rest my head on some dumbo machine, and then some thingie will spray gas/air into ur eye..and u cant blink... of coz i blinked, so had to do it like 3/4 times each eye.. then went to the doctor there, nice guy, then he checked my eye pressure, blah blah blah..then went to another room to check degree..then go back and wait another hr for the doc. Meanwhile they put some eye drops in my eye to dilate the pupils..stang abit at first.. supposed to make ur vision blur, but my didnt become blur..wondered y.Anywaes I have no lazy eyes. Jus short-sightedness..left eye is, thank god, still perfectly fine..hoho..right eye, amazingly 300 degrees.. Now I can go make nice nice specs. Anywaes the effect of the eye drops started takin effect, and I couldn't walk properly. The Sun hurt my eye, I kept blinking and squinting..lucky no accident..I was walkin in zig-zags...

Went for dinner with Shilin and had Neh-Neh Thai..the Pineapple fried rice came without the pineapple, and the tom yam soup was freakishly undrinkable. Not that it tasted horrid or wad, but I cldnt take it...damn CMI..me...

OMG! jeremy jus smsed me! He is doin guard duty now..i thought who wld sms me so late in the night..forgot he was doin guard duty.. 2 more days and all 3 are released! YEA! *can't wait*

I wanna go buy the Domanchi long sleeve I saw that day..$19.90..OMG~~~

Go listen to Xu Ruo Xuan's Jue Ding Ai Ni. Damn nice. It's true... love isnt everything... *nods head* Feel so happy listening to the song, its a make-para-happy song..it makes Shilin happy also..hoho..nice song!!! whee~

* never say die =) *

* one day I will find someone who appreciates my love *

la la la la..bubye!

crap... I am slping waaaaaaaaaeeeeeeeeeee toooooooooooooo late for my own good. crap crap crap... *n what it all comes down to, it's that everything's gonna be quite alrite*

hmm..let's see... -in state of amnesia-......... -still cant rememeber wad I....oh yes! i rememeber wad I did... Sleeping beauty here woke up at 3, then arranged to meet Ruixiang, afterwhich we would go and join MingHui and JiaRong. So ya.. it was raining cats and dogs(again...) when I went to meet him... His aunt drove us there.. she is such a nice lady.His uncle is also very frenly.hoho. Anywaes, went to the concert, seats suck big time.. paid 16 bucks(I can practically hear my wallet wailing in dismay).. so expensive...goodness... but oh well...support brandon... anywaes aftethat jus went to have dinner at BK then went to swenson's with RX. While talkin to RX, we came to the conclusion that: LIFE IS UNFAIR

I felt like such a small, and immature kid in their presence. I was like the youngest, RX is 20, the other 2 are..eh... 22.. and when they were chatting, even the simplest things like "where are you studying now?" and such crap, I felt like my answers were dumb and childish... still complaining bout my regrett of goin to NY, my stupid wish to go to OCS... maybe I am being too self-consious..but... I just got the feeling that I was damn immature... maybe I am.... sigh... 19 and I am still acting like a kid... am i thinking too much?

SIGH~ i miss longgie, donggie and yonggie... sigh... I so freakin miss them.. It feels like I haven seen them in ages... kao.... this sucks.... argh!!!!!! I wanna go out and eat Sakae with them again.... *bangs head against the wall* I miss sending good morning smses early in the morning and receiving their good morning replies... or jus receiving their good morning smses... I miss scolding hua dong... don't even know wads that island doin to them..wei long comes out all tired... I wonder if that island would make hua dong less blur(it better not, i still wanna scold him).. now only Yonggie is left on this island with me... but without the other 2... sigh... stupid a**y is taking away my frens... sigh... I seriously miss them....
*To the one in the jungle on that island, have a good night and please survive in the jungle. To the one in his bunk on that island, have a good night and hope u have a good and slack day tomorrow. To the one sleeping in his room, good night and have fun in school tomorrow!*

oh well.. they shall be coming out next saturday...can't wait to see them!

Isn't it sad? That now, at this time of our lives, we cant get to enjoy the joys of goin to school anymore? We used to dread goin to skool, alwaes wishing that the holidays could come asap, always resenting the late nights, the endless exams/tests, the continuous mugging, the ever increasing pile of homework... now it seems like so much of a pleasure.. even though it was tortourous(spell correctly anot hah?).. I rememeber thinking once durin my first 3 mths, "although have to go to school, and everyday end at 5, at least I've got 7C to accompany me thru the day".... yea thats the reason tat kept me goin. Even when I went to 10A, even though I didnt noe any soul in the class, over time.. goin to skool was much more pleasurable once I got to know them. Come yr 2, it became more fun to go to school.. And now? everything's gone... all the exams, homework, late nights, mugging... For 18 yrs it's the same monotonous life, and now, suddenly.... the last A level paper marked the day when we finished our As, and also the last day of our studies... the last day we would be wakin up, jus as we did for the past 18 yrs, at 5/6am and dragging our tired feet, tryin to open our weary eyes.... sigh... ok i am feeling nostalgic now coz I am listening to Vitamin C's Graduation Song. In any case... it's the frens u make during this 18 yrs that count... n I am glad i have such great frens =)

ARGH! my hair is soooooo freakin dry now..dry!!!! freakin dry!!!! I HATE my hair.... need to go and buy Loreal Smooth Intense again.... *shakes head in disappointment*

*i've got one hand in my pocket, and the other is giving the peace sign*

Jus changed my template. I spent like 1 hour lookin at georgous lookin skins, and after shortlisting the shorlisted shorlistees, I finally decided to get this one. Although I do not like balloons, nor am I in love, I think the template looks simple and nice. Just wad I want.

Went out with Jeremy to sumo house. HOHO he looks better with shaved hair. Talked bout his life on that island ; I think its a waste of time to be on that island to serve this island. But oh well, it's every guy's job to do so, n I aint some wuss who is gonna complain and dread it. Saw Serene with her family at AMK hawker centre.

Now, we shall have a crash course on using the word Rock/Rocks/Rawks/Rawk/Rox (and any other variations u can think of). So, movin on, lets see our 1st example.
1st eg. : You rox!
NONONO. BIG NONO. Its supposed to be, You rock!

2nd eg. : We Rox!
Again, another NONONO. Its supposed to be, We rock!

3rd eg. : Para rox
This has NO mistake. It was established long ago, and it is a fact of life that, yours truly, ROCKS.

Ok simply put, I just wanna highlight the grammatical errors in using the word. =) Then again, if it reflects your own individuality, then go ahead and do wad u want to. Noone is gettin slammed here. Peace.

YAy! I can watch Little Britain 2moro! Then again, I don't like Sundays...

*Why can't I?*

-peace out-

my eyes are hurting me.... arghh!!! blame it on me for starin at the comp.... sigh..

oh yea.. i am getting a pair of specs soon(hopefully).. smth fashionable.. so mus get my chinese girlfren follow me. hahaz. Its so irritating, 2nd time i go to register for my driving, 2nd time rejected.. is this some kinda sign? hmm.. so anywaes 1st time i went, it was 1 week b4 my bday. So since i wasnt officially 18 yet, i got rejected. NVM. Last friday I went with Shilin to register together. When it came to the eye-check up thingy, I was like "No prob man!"(I've alwaes thought i had wonderful eyesight.. despite my lazy eyes). Once i put my eye on the eye piece, I freakin cant see anything! Turns out the test was for my right eye, which is the problematic fella. Now I have to go to the hospital and get a letter to confirm that it's safe for me to drive.. bummer... seriously, I think it's a sign..

went for my first jap lesson on tuesday. Lucky shilin joined with me, or not I think i wld have zi-bi there. Learnt the common greetings, and how to write the words. Its hard. Like learning chinese all over again. oh well, I enjoy it. =)

The cruise is confirmed, I think. After changing our plans so many times, we've finally decided to go back to our first decision, that is, to go on a cruise. Yay!

Went to watch Memoirs Of A Geisha with shilin and er yan jus now, and wld be watching it again on Sunday I think. Hmm the show, right from the beginning doesnt follow the book. Overall, I would give the show only 3 stars. I read an article bout the show jus now, and agree with wad they say, no climax. Oh well, its that kinda show u jus have to watch no matter wad, even though its a tad sucky.

Goodness, i was readin this person's blog jus now. Nice blog, BUT i was reading the entries, and GOODNESS! From Jan 2005 to August 2005, every mth he has some new "darling" in his life. My life seems so much more monotonous compared to his..... =X but heyhey, I am enjoying singlehood. Keyword : Freedom =) Best thing bout it? U think of no one else but urself..ahhh.. no need to wait hopelessly for a sms that will never come. Your heart feels so much healthier, no need to suddenly beat 100000x faster. You don't suffer loss of slp. No withdrawal symptoms from not being with your other half. Ahhh... pure bliss... =)

FINALLY! Jeremy and Donggie coming out from army later. WOW! after 2 weeks... goodness. Without my telephone buddy ard, my nights are soooooo lonely..hahaz but one good thing is, he smses me bout army everyday. hahahz. no he aint gay... On the other hand, altho donggie is coming out, the other one, longgie, wont be. Like WTH..... hope longgie is doin fine in the jungle on that dumb island.

its time to slp. Mus start slpin earlier. Lo and Behold! i am on the verge of a breakout.....again... so better stop it before it comes out. hoho time to slp! nyte!

its still raining..goodness... its been raining since yesterday(sunday).. the clouds sure do have alot of water eh... sheesh..

Jeremy and Hua Dong, and of coz Long are booking out today.YAY!! Shall be meeting long, yz and dong in the morning 2moro, b4 the 2 of em' book in again... sad..

Caution: If u DO NOT like to squirm ur eyes and read long entries, u r in luck!

For those who DO NOT like long entries, heres the paraphrased version:
I went to the zoo with SJWP and had loads of fun.

For those who are bothered to read the long entry, here's the long version:

Yesterday was like the funnest day i ever had at the zoo. Woke up to a rainy morning, and my dad was like "how u goin to the zoo with this kinda weather?". The rain was such a mood-dampner.. pushed our meeting time from 10 to 11, hoping the rain wld stop.. but as luck wld have it, the bloody rain didnt stop.. but we jus decided to meed first.

By 1215 we were all at AMK interchnage, JL was like, "dun go zoo la..", which was kinda true la. Carrying umbrellas and walking thru the zoo, when all the animals wld be slping or taking shelter from the rain, sounded abit dumb and boring rite. haha. So we went to eat at Sumo House first, went to popular, considered watching a movie(but tix so ex). Finally, we decided to go to the zoo, albeit the heavy downpour. I dun care lor, if i dun get to see animals today, i will go and jump down kill myself. So anywaes, bought some sushi and chucklets(chocolates) from NTUC, and got wet, then went to the ZOO.

Reach the zoo, it was still raining bloody heavily, but since we reach le, might as well walk. So we bought ponchos(1.90 each), which made us look damn kuku, like some mainland tourists.


**Us before we went to look at the animals**

Once we entered the unsheltered region, we jus started playing ard with the water, jumping and kicking the water, in the process getting our pants wet. Hahaha damn fun la, haven played with water like tat for ages! Anywaes we looked like idiots walkin in the rain, the zoo was quite empty(no prize for guessing correctly why). Went to look at polar bears( they looked HUGE), rhinos, lions, and some other animals. Not many la, coz all were lazy and too vain to get their coats wet.


**polar bear**

**rhino**

We went to look at snakes, icky, hissing snakes ; screamed and made alot of noise when we found ants on our legs; walked thru the, erm, the place where the insects all can fly about one, ya that place. Was damn scared to walk thru there. Last time i went there i saw an Iguana. We also went to KFC at the kiddy place to eat. When we reached KFC, we saw this KFC person holding Chicky( their mascot) and guiding him back to KFC. That looked damn funny( wq and i started to laugh damn loud). The dumb Chicky looked blind and, well dumb. HAHAHA. We got to shake hands with him and took pics with him. The person inside the costume mus be screaming "I WANNA QUIT". Its bad enuf he has to put up with screaming little kids at bday parties, now he has to put up with teenagers laughing at him. hahaha


**Us with Chicky**

After the meal, went to play in the play area, where there were these fountains of water. So altho it was raining, we still went to play in the water. Hoho. damn fun, wearing the ponchos and playing and splashin ard.


**playin inthe heavy rain**

After tat went to the Animal land, where they had all the common farm animals. First animal was the miniature horse, but they were too smelly, so we jus left them. The whole place was jus deserted. Next, were the cows. Heres smth interesting. There was this one cow in the pen, and we were wondering was it male or female. THEN, we spot smth: the cow's HUGE balls. WTF,they were like HUGE. Like 2 ostrich eggs la! They are like, OMG, i seriously cant believe they were that huge! How cld the scrotum hold those 2 thingies there?!Goodness, we went hysterical there. THEY WERE BLOODY HUGE! wanna see?


**HUGE cow balls, or testes**

Looked ard the place, saw rabbits, or labbits as JL puts them, and played with guinea pigs. By tat time it was already like 6plus, getting quite dark. So we jus walked ard abit more, looked at seals, manatees, tried lookin at hippos, pelicans. Then we saw this damn cold shelter, and purposely took a pic inside, altho we were already freezing from walkin in the rain.


**in the freezing cold room**

The girls were already complaining, while JL and i were still energetic, so luckily we were already near the entrance. Jus went to look at sun bears and camels b4 we left the place.


**pic b4 we left the zoo**

I think its the most fun time i ever had at the zoo! I am so glad we didnt drop our plan of goin to the zoo and goin to somewhere else. It wld have been damn boring. Even JL enjoyed himself even though he didnt want to go to the Zoo in the cold rain. Haha damn fun day, despite the heavy rain. Its alwaes fun when we r together! ahahz.happy! =)

looks whos back...me...yay... hear the excitment in my tone....

the day was soooooooooooooooo boring... like THIS boring... and when u got nth to do , u eat more and more and more and more and more... sheesh...

ok, i promised to write wad happened on NYEE. So on Nyee, alvin, yilin, wk, olivia and i went to sing kbox la. Supposed to be the 8 of us, but serene, kw and shilin nv go...sigh... so gotta make do with 5 of us.

Met at cityhall, then went to eat dinner at marina sq. Had the same bbq chicken thingy, as usuall had to wait for so long. Fast forward >>>>>>>>>> go to kbox and ask for the k-golden thingy, it supposed to be like from 7- closing. But we go there, and they tell us we can only stay for like, at most 3 1/2 hrs then aftertat see got room available, then can stay. stupid...

so after making calls to various kboxes(which all gave the same dumb reply), and calling my wonderful fren Avonda, we managed to get the room from 10-closing. Lucky man... so from 8 to 10 we jus walked ard, played arcade( the stupid hyper bishi bashi button spoil..wa lao..). Finally went inside, and sang our hearts out... from like 10 to 4... goodness by 2 all of us were worn out... cannot take it.. hahaz but managed to last until 4. After tat played bridge and took pics at Esplanade there. The balls in the water were sooooooo spectacular! They had these neon lights illuminated on the balls.. wow! nice! hahaz. By 6 we were all hungry and desperate to find somewhere to eat. After walkin to funan and reaching Yakun at 7, we still had to wait until 7.30...bleah...finally had our breakfast and went back home...all tired... but nonetheless, i totally enjoyed myself. First time lei, sing thruout the night. Get to spend NYEE with my wonderful classmates. =)

Oki dok. better hit the sack soon. Goin out with SJWP soon!!! We goin zoo see animals! yay! I LOVE SJWP!!!! whee~

We shall look at 2 events today:
1) My "excursion" to tekong
2) My Kbox erm, adventure.

Event 1:

There is a time in every boy's life when he has to leave all he has behind(sentence structure abit wrong..hmm..) , and go to the island of Tekong to serve his country. Sad....

So anywaes, Jeremy entered yesterday in the morning. Hua Dong went in the afternoon. Yongy and I went to send him off. First of all, if they ask u to report to Tekong at 2.30, they dun mean reporting to Pasir Ris at 2.15. So ya, Dong was late. To make matters worse, he forgets to bring his documents(the impt ones). To him, this was some kinda bad omen. I told him it was natural for him to forget, given that he was so blur. Haha wad can u expect eh.

So anywaes, boarded the shuttle bus at 2.45, then took the ferry(or the cruise as wei ting puts it) to Tekong. Trip there Dong got abit of pre-army jitters, so we were jus talkin to him, and he was calling girls up. Haha, hopefully one of them wld say yes and become his gf.hahahahha no la, jus kidding. =P

Reach Tekong, we jus go ard lookin at places. The bunks are quite nice la, aint great or wad, but yea, reasonable. Then walk walk here, listen to some thingy there...totally boring..yAWn.. then go have dinner( the last meal so as to spk) with Dong. Muslim food there quite nice. =) After tat, dong went to his reality, which is BMTC life, while we went back to our reality, which is my home. My comfy home.

Anywaes, wad i wanna say is, thru the "excursion" there, I decided to accept my fate. As in, lets face it, April aint THAT far away, and in time to come, its my turn there. So rather than thinkin of it and squirming in disgust, I have decided to take it in my stride and jus go ahead with it. Haiz. Sad as i am.... oh well.. 2 yrs will pass by very fast. If my dear fren lOng can survive, I also can! Hopefully Jeremy and Dong are doin well now =)

Event 2:

Went to Kbox on my bday. My bday started out boring la, did nth at all in the morning, and in the afternoon. Only thing i was lookin forward to was goin out with Meihua, Jeremy, Eddy. Act got more pple , but somehow pple who turned up were only we 4. As usual, I was late(then again, its my bday, wacha gonna do bout it =P). Plus my phone went dead, of all times to go dead...bleahx.. Mh was the only one there. Jeremy n Eddy were gonna be late.

So Mh and I went for dinner at BK, then walk walk walk walk walk, listen to carolling, then walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk. So finally at 7.45 (we met at 6.15), we went to Kbox. Jeremy and eddy still haven arrive. Sheesh. The pple at marina were v.nice. Good service.

Mh and i sang Lian Ai Ping Lu for like 3/4 tims consec, when suddenly the door swings open....*gasp*... 2 dark figures stood at the door...*gasp again*... ok drama aside, it was Jeremy and Eddy, holding a bdat cake for me, and singing a bday song. AWWWWW so sweet la! hahaz it cake was DELIousious. LIke WAEEE delicious. So much white chocolate. OOooo, oh yea, and eddy slammed the cake on my face... hoho.

Anywaes, thruout the whole session, i had sooooo much fun. It was the first time i enjoyed my kbox outing. So much screaming and singin...simply the best! hahaz! so b4 my tired hands stop typing, I jus wanna thank MH, Eddy and our NSman Jeremy for celebrating my bday with me =)

Then after that i went home, my parents and i celebrated again, with another cake..nICE~ hahaz

Oki dok, i shall stop here, later than write bout my New year's eve eve Kbox outing. =)

Tired...tired...so jus summarise....
1) repair Ipod(its fine, finally..). Girl at couter in Ipod shop v. pretty and friendly. i like her =)
2)watched Narnia. Nice plot, dumb ending..how did the witch die again? hmm
3)bought a new bag. hoho. i like it, altho i think i bought it on impulse.
4)went to job agency. weekiat introed me a job. so i jus filled in the particulars. x-ray assistant. sounds fun. hope they call me. Oh yea, i feel kinda bad coz wk also kinda wanted that job, and i kinda "stole" it from him. but yea, its all good now. apologise to him le.
5)went to the jap skool. goin ahead with it.
6)had dinner at marina bay with ex-Peers pple. had loads of fun with them. haven chatted with them for ages.

Ok, now i shall say smth... i jus read some other blogs, and i jus wanna say, can pple pls use good english. like, eh, i quote, "But I did not picked up your calls ...." ok, far be it for me to try and be some GP teacher, i jus cant stand reading such stuff. Its supposed to be I DID NOT PICK UP YOUR CALLS. goodness... then again, i failed my GP(D7), aint in no position to reprimand anyone. pls dun mind me, i am in a cranky mood.

At the job agency, the girl asked me wad i took for As. so i said, Bio, Chem , Maths. then horrors of all horrors, she asks me wad were my prelims grades. In my mind i am like, "oh great....."
So i jus tell her, CEE. which is like, so xia suai la...goodness.. lucky my O level Chinese saved my arse...at least she wldnt think i am some dumb boy. hoho.

gonna slp. lets all hope and wish that the job agency will call me =)

hohohoho! look who's back! apparently my 2 mth long hiatus turned into a 4 mth long vacation. reason? ITS THE COMP'S BLOODY FAULT!! aint mine.dun blame me. =)

anywaes. its a new yr.. so fast.. it still feels like yesterday when i went for my O1 orientation u noe...man.. time flies.. so finally after 12 yrs of education, and last min work b4 skool starts, i can finally rest at home, while others go to skool..man! it feels good. oh yea.

new yrs eve was..erm... ok i spent it with my baby sitter and her family at ECP, in the chalet..everything was fun..but i felt abit out of place again. hahaz. but oh well, same thing happens every year, same thing happens everytime i'm with pple i aint too familiar with.

went to kbox like 3 times in 2 weeks. first on my bday. then four days later. then on the eve of NYE. all 3 times were great. =)

now that skool's out, everyday i wake up, thinking about wad to do. wads my aim for the day? how shall i spend it? sld i do this, sld i do that... bleah.. its like totally f**king boring. for the few weeks in dec, i spent everyday rotting at home, watching tv, then slping, then watching tv. i nearly fell into depression, having not a single clue wad the hell i am doing.

all thats gonna change. its a new yr. i aint gonna be the same old para. no no. this para, by the end of 2006, will noe how to spk jap, and hopefully hindi. this para, by the end of 2006, hopefully will be in med skool, or not somewhere else's med skool. this para, by the end of 2006, will be a NSman. this para, by the end of 2006, will wear a singlet and show off his oh-so-sexy biceps.this para, by the end of 2006, will learn how to communicate more maturely and have a more mature outlook on life. this para, by the end of 2006, will...erm...( enter resolution of choice here). thats about it. hahaz

i finally called the comp repair guy to come today. i got them off the classified. the uncle who came was such a frenly guy. cost me 70 bucks.and after 4 hrs, the prob is, more or less, solved.
jus have to get a new video card. hoho.

oki dok. shall stop here. take care. =)