i told long todae,that the song , Everything Burns,ost Fantastic 4, is propagand-ish(if there is such a word).. everytime i watch the mtv or listen to the song..i get that sad feeling i alwaes had last december..that empty feeling in my heart.. i suddenly have the urge to take a matchstick, light it up and see it burn..watch the stick burning...might as well let it burn thru u..light urself up on fire.. fire destroys everything..jump down a tall building and light urself on fire...wad doesnt burn? everything does...no matter how strong the covalent bond or ionic bond is, the fact remains that eventually the stupid bond will break... break...burn..boil..wadever...

no i aint suicidal..

the beauty of songs.. la la la la.. listen to Jem's song, They, its a v.meaningful song.. i noe long must be raising his eye-brows when he sees this..hahaz.. but really.. its v.meaningful..have u ever wondered..who made all the rules..who told us that we need to slp in the night..y cant we sleep durin the dae..who told us we need to walk red signifies danger and green means "its safe to walk"..y cant the red man tell us to walk, and the green man tell us not to walk..who made this conventiont tat all of us follow??? do u noe y?

who they????? how can they possibly noe all this??? how did they noe??? y do we follow them??? where are these "people" ? who are these "people"?

are all these rules true?? have u ever wondered y they were made? y do we all jus follow blindly?y?Y?Y?y?Y?Y?Y?y?

gosh i am seriously mad...

*do u see, what i see..y do we live like this..is it becoz it is true..ignorance is bliss...*

I FAILED MY GP!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA....stupid stupid stupid stupid... only one in the whole class who failed gp...yours truly... =(

me engrish bad..veli veli bad.. me slp hor, then wake up and do hor, can pass quite well one lei.. then hor.. this time i hor, dae b4 GP got look thlu some assays(hmm i wonder how u spell tat) lei.. see! sho the hardworking lite.. then in the ending.. BUANG i tell u.. BUANG!!! FAIL!!! see english bad..cannot speel or talk ploporly..

i mean like wad the..its so unfair man... on some occasions, i can slp my arse thru the paper n wake up and write an essay, and can pass rather well.. now i put in some effort and this is wad i get.. fark it man... fark it.. FARK!!!!!!!

i re-did my bio essays todae..one thing i wld like to sae..IF U WANT US TO WRITE SOMETHING,THEN JOLLY WELL GIVE US THAT POINT IN THE NOTES!!!! i mean like wad the hell is a solenoid? u didnt even write that bloody word in the notes and yet i have to write that in my essay jus to earn that point... wad the... and pls dun think we are geniuses with photo-something(cant rememebr that word) memory.. in less than 45 min u flash to us the answers for all 5 essays n expect us to catch all the points is it? pls la.. u dun wanna give us the answer sheet, u dun wanna go slowly.. if we were tat clever we wldnt have gotten such lousy grades of our essay u noe.. sickening.. seriously..work together man..

*I WILL WIN(or rather, I WILL SHOW TO EVERYONE I WILL SCORE FOR MY GP,AND OTHER SUBJ)..ARENT U FASCINATED HOW?*

sadded.. =(

got my results back..CEO..nice eh =P dammmit still cant enter a Uni...

*i will win..aren't you fascinated how? then again..if u aint..i cant be bothered =) *

4 more daes till i get to meet long,yong zhi and hua dong..so excited!! lunch over Sakae n watching Corpse Bride!! i am so excited to see them..haven seen them for like..erm..a few weeks.. cant wait..jus cant wait!!!

i cldnt slp yesterdae...went to bed at 2 n ended up slpin at 4..woke up at 6... sian..

=)

oh wow..i finally have the time to blog..

its 3 in the morning now, and jeremy is lying on the floow slping..i am here playin pokemon n blogging..haha.. we were supposed to watch Juon, but in the end it was too scary for me to watcch..act i didnt get the show..it all dark and gloomy..with some crazy cat meowing half of the show... one scene jus had a phone ringing for like 4 min in the darkness..wad crap..then again i was scared... go figure..so in the end we ended up talkin...

gosh it has been such a tiring 2 weeks... prelims and all the last min work..stayed up until the wee hours of the night to do last min revison..worst was for my Math paper2, i stayed up until 4,woke up at 630... yawn... managed to do the paper though...although i noe my maths is screwed...

okok i seriously cant type anymore...the heat is killin me...bye!

time to leave.... i am a nervous wreck...

i either make it or break it..although much of it is already broken...

oh well..

I NEED A MIRACLE!!!! i am sooooo not unstressed.... my piano exam is in wad, 9 hours!!!! my scales is sho unstable, my pieces is so, sometimes ok sometimes bad(note it is nv good)...my sight readin is, in 2 words, LIKE SHIT..my aural...i jus downloaded tonnes of classical/baroque pieces to be familiar with the different types of forms they play in...but they all seem the same to me!!! oh god....i spent 4 hrs practising again...the amt of effort i put in these 2 daes in much more than the amt of effort i put in in one whole yr.... mr foo was correct, if i were this hardworkin last time... i marvel at myself..i act managed to sit there for 4 hrs str8t practising.. oh god... someone help me... pls pls pls... arghhh.....i am really fearful that i will screw everything up,like i alwaes do,2moro in the studio.... wad the hell.... if this amt of hardwork went into my prelims i am sure to get AAA...

scared... =(

someone bang my head against the piano....

its 4 am now..got my ticket to dreamland already..shall blog first b4 i board the train..whee~

had a blast with long,hua dong n yongzhi on mondae..spent the night studyin at hua dong's mum office..n since this time it was so comfy,i cld study quite peacefully..studied from like 12 to 6? then had breakfast at 8am..i nearly fell aslp eatin bk... we left bk at 11 the previous night,being their last customers..n came at 8,being their first customers..haha coolness..enjoyed myself thorougly..

i feel accomplished todae..i actually spent 4 1/2 hours straight practising the piano..gosh my fingers are like..ok they aint painful la... friday is my exam...hopefully i pass... n once i do..i am officially grade 8..dun care if i can easily pass off as a grade 1 or wad(if u noe wad i mean)... so sad la.. pple act dun belif i am grade 7/8... sob... T_T then again, it aint v.suprising..i am seriously scared for my sight reading..i suck at that..like i said i can easily pass off for a grade 1 pianist..i am scared the examiner will ask me to stop playin..or worst still, fall aslp while i am playing.. shucks man...

prelims ard the corner..n i aint that prepare...freeeaaaakkkkkk....

oh ya anywaes i got a new phone..jealous?!! hehe..jkjk..its free so nth to be jealous bout..

Nat u r mad(hey that rhymes), lucky kenneth was such a nice person to talk to..or not u are dead.. anywaes good night =)

oki dok, the train is callin me...tiiimmmeee toooo sllllppppp...wahahhahaha.. byebye..