wOootX2 prelims start tomorrow! yea man! dunno y i am so hyped bout it...crazy me...

thx jeremy!!!

lemme teach u a few new words which i picked up reading thru some model essays..
1) Cronyism
2) Nepotism

These 2 words are synonymous with the topic on Corruption..yep yep..use em..impress ur teacher..hahaz

3) imperative - cannot be avoided.. it is an imperative duty
4) subversive

thats about it.. haha tk care! =)

whee~tuition was cancelled todae..hahaz..lucky man..can slack at home..

To long,all the best for ur papers later!dun be so worried, jus do ur best kk? dun be like me and enter the hall all discouraged and all..jus try ur best yea...

nth much to write now..jus talkin to jeremy on the phone now..haha..

I HATE INSECTS!!!! ARGH!! and of all insect to be in my room, its a BLOODY BIG HOUSEFLY! now my room stinks of insecticide.... =X

*gift of god =)

OoOOo i finally found out jeremy changes the color of his fonts..finally..boy am i slow..dohx =X

basically the whole dae was wasted todae..half of the dae i spent in my aunts house..of which half of it was spent rotting,readin FEMALE(which i found v.interesting) n starin into space..i dun talk much to my cousins coz i aint close to them..my closest cousin hadnt arrive..anywaes,the other half of the time i spent eating,like ALOT! one hand i was hungry,the other hand my aunts were like "boy,dun be shy,eat somemore" then they will scoop one ladle of rice,then chicken,then curry onto my plate..on top of that i was hungy, so i jus ate,saeing "oh ok" each time they asked me to eat somemore..ended up re-fillin my plate like 3,4 times, while my cousins stopped eating ages ago... after that came ice-cream..again my aunt was like, "boy eat somemore", so i went "hah oh ok" and went from eating one big cup of ice cream, to a slice of ice cream cake to another big cup of ice cream..i practically nearly fell asleep eating the last cup of ice cream...i was waeeee bored...

jeremy called todae..long called a few times over the past one week..i am glad =)

*everybody saes i sld be movin on..everybody noes i'm still waiting..i dun care whatever it takes to be with you..you're under my skin and no matter what i do..i'm nothing without u so i'll do wadeva it takes.... *

ignorance is a bliss.......is it true??

如果你已经不能控制. 每天想我一次 .

如果你因为我而诚实.
.
如果你看我的电影. 听我爱的cd

如果你决定跟随感觉 . 为爱勇敢一次.

如果你说我们有彼此.

如果你会开始相信.

这般恋爱心情.如果你能给我如果的事.我只要你一件如果的事.

我会奋不顾身地去爱你

=)

My Favourite movie now is DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!! pushin *Ever After:A Cinderealla Story* into 2nd position..OMG the movie is damn romantic!!like waeeeeeeeeeee romantic... i lurve the movie..the soundtrack is freakin nice also..go listen to Keep On Loving You and Stranded..both v beautiful songs..yup yup.. =)
* who we making jealous? everyone nicole..everyone..*

went to celebrate wenqi's bdae yesterdae(friday) at the airport..had Fish n CO..man the staff there are damn frenly..best service i ever had..they even sang wenqi a bdae song, and gave a sparkles thingy to hold..made 2 new frens..xiang rong n angela..they are frens of wenqi..n they are v.v.v.v.v funny..hahaz..had a blast there yesterdae..

went to eat lunch with my classmates yesterdae(friday)at serene's father's stall.. had a wonderful time with em' =)

*coz i wanna keep on loving u(not u)..oh yea..lalala..* v.happy now =) quite high =P

i am tired...shooo tired...another 14 hr dae...includin piano...

we looked at "curry puffs" durin GP tutorial todae..dirty pple hahaz =P

poor KW had rashes todae..nv seen him so quiet b4..for once i cld 'suan' him without getting 'suaned' back..hahaz =P get better soon!

hope we get to play tennis or bball 2moro for PE..dun really feel like dancing tat line dancy thingy again..

U DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!I'M SO EXCITED I'M IN TOO DEEP!!! wooo hoo!! they are showin "Drive Me Crazy" on channel 5 this sat! i lurve that show..hahaz its so romantic..plus the soundtrack is uber duber nice..go watch go watch!! yea! *dances ard crazily* =))))

i am happy..coz i scored 20/30 for last weeks bio test!haven passed a bio test ever since god-noes-when..

hostile...boo!ah well..dun get angry k?

*here i am..once again..i'm torn into pieces..cant deny it cant pretend..jus thot u were the one...*

talked to long on the phone..he had pizza and chocolate cake.. =)

good night >_<

have u ever wondered how earthworms move? coz i have never..but as fate wld have it, i have to learn how the bloody thing moves..I SERIOUSLY DUN UNDERSTAND HOW U MOVE!! arghh...i cant imagine how it moves,which is seriously hindering my understanding.. furthermore i have to learn how a fish swims...i cant be bothered how the fish swims yer noe tat?! oh well..jus have to learn..anywaes kinda understand how the fish swims after readin the notes fer the 2nd time..but i still dun understand how the earthworm moves... =X

ended skool early 2dae,and since the rest werent goin for econs,we went to sumo house to have lunch...finally tried sumthin new this time..yep jap fried rice..OoOO it was yummy..plus we had gyozas n sushi..nice.. =)

i have no energy to introduce any new words todae..oh well heres the word, PARADOX
Go figure out wad it means yea...

anyways really too tired to write sumthin decent now..all the stuff i was thinkin bout writin i cant recall..oh yea..was thinkin todae,altho i sleep shooo late everydae,its like i dun even study at all..like yesterdae,i ended up slpin at 330, but wad did i do? i looked thru my Binomial distribution notes,tried don one miserable qns(which i failed to even get the correct ans..pathetic),and ended up watchin Napolean..in the end i only have 4 hrs of slp each dae n end up slpin in skool..somethings gotta go..either i slp early or not i study..dumb..

yep yep..so yea, hope u had a great dae! good night!!! =)

3am..n i am goin back to learn how a stupid fish swims..how exciting...wow..this cldnt get anymore fascinating..oh well..bubye =)

I HATE MONDAYS!!! such a loooonnnngggg dae...was out for more than 12 hrs,14 hrs to be exact..went out of the house at 645am and came back 820pm..boo hoo T_T i am so tired..piano piano piano..reached there at 530 left at 730..tiring.. Zzz

are bags getting bigger nowadays or are kids jus shrinkin? i was walking to the MRT station n sae this pri skool kid,who was not taller than my waist,in fact he was slightly shorter..n he was v.small..n his bag was wider than his body width, he looked like some turtle(tortoise to be exact since tortoises are the ones who move on land)..poor fella..hahaaz..i noe for one thing bags are getting bigger..my DC bag is already shooo huge my dad was so happy when i bought my new sling bag..hahaz

tried watching snails corpulating on Animal Planet while eating laska..but i cldnt stand it..it was kinda disgusting..o_O

its time for GP WITH PARA..yep todae i shall introduce a new word, NUGATORY
Nugatory - to be of little or no consequence
TO be used in a sentence:erm..eh..lemme see..aint sure

Stay tuned for 2moro, where I will teach u yet another new word..stay tuned =P

its 2 am now..gosh i am tired n i gotta study..good thing is i end lessons at 1210 2moro so yep,can come home early n take a short nap first..

oh well..hope u r doin fine..good night!!! =)

currently feeling A-D-D..dunno wad kinda feeling tat is, was listening to These Words by Natasha Beddingfield, n she said quote "...But i feel so A-D-D.." unquote..
i dunno wad that means but somehow,i feel some connection to tat..hahaz go figure.*shrugs*

oh well its 1230 now..shall blog b4 i go and study...

my pen(yes my pen) tot me a lesson todae...one which i shall hold dearly to..so anywaes was copyin notes usin the pen(which i bought on friday) and the stupid thing started runnin out of ink..dohz..n horrors of horrors,tat was the only pen in my pencil box,my BIG pencil box..hahaz..so i tot nvm jus cont usin it..use use use n the ink came back! then it started disappearin again..then it appeared again..then disappeared again..so on and so forth..it got so bad until it was practically like tryin to use the tip to carve out markin on my paper..but i still jus persevered on..believing tat if i cont to use it,it will come back...so while all this appearin n disappearin of ink thing happened,i suddenly tot of smth..but i dun wanna tell sae wad it is..try n figure it out urselves..hahaz

i am clingin onto wad little hope there is..

i am still prayin..

learnt new words over the course of these few daes..
1)voyeurism(haiz) - a voyeur is someone who enjoys seeing others engage in sexual activities

2)diabolical(haiz,and NO i aint diabolical) - cant rmemebr wad it means

3)refulgent = resplendent = brillance,splendid

ra =)

i've made up my mind..thank u pen.. =)

the dae passed by slowly...woke up like at 1130? n jus lied down on the bed n watched tv till ard 230...studied animal adaptations for the bio test on wed..lets all hope n wish n pray that i dun fail it..again..hahaz..

have a math test on thurs..once again..lets all pray n wish n hope i dun fail tat too..

i listened to the same song over n over n over again todae..silver sang it on preject superstar tat dae..i found it sad..v.sad..n since it was a sad song, i listened to it the whole dae..replayed it like 15 over times.. immune to the song now..

yup i aimlessly stared at my hp..ok mayb i didnt..hahaz.. =P

but i still hoped ur sms wld come..well it did..but...well yea...the feeling it used to have wasnt there anymore..funny how altho it is jus a sms, but u can kinda feel the kind of emotion the sender felt when the sms was sent..u feel me? hahaz doubt u do..ur sms felt cold..superficial n fake..or if i put it in my cheena wae, it was v.mian qiang...ah well u replied..i am happy =)

i choose to stay on and remember...not ur hostility but ur voice.everything good bout u. =)

How shall i start...seriously dunno how i feel now..i think i am feeling better...i still dont know y it happened..its unfathomable..mayb i am over-reacting..its an over-dramatisation of wad really happened..then again, i dunno wad really happened..but i feel better.. i think i am a wreck now..its jus so like me, hiding my emotions n feelings to myself..putting up a smiling n laughing face but deep within,i aint smilin..i aint laughing..

THEN AGAIN,its jus so like me to rebound back..para doesnt let stuff get to him.....n para makes sure that it doesnt affect him...tats para for u...

oh well..letting go is so...so..hard? then again it didnt seem difficult for u...

i wonder if u still look at my blog..

ok back to happy stuff..learnt some stupid,yet funny, line-dance sorta dance todae..it was so,so funny..like u had to stand in a line,put ur arms ard each other n dance to the left(1,2,3,4,5 stamp stamp) n blah blah..the 2nd one we learnt was hilarious..it was more like a maypole dance..hahaz..ended up runnin in circles like kindergarten kids..hahaz..

this is digusting...we were changing, n KW was AS USUAL suan-ing me..so i took my oh-so-smelly-and-sweaty pe shirt n stuffed it into his face..wahahhaaz..but then he retaliated by takin his(at this point,anyone who is in my class sld noe tat KW after pe doesnt exactly smell like a bed of roses)..so ya,he stuffed his shirt into MY FACE..MY FACE!! i think i stopped breathing for tat instant...ewww i think i'm gonna get breakouts 2moro..hahaaz but then again.it cheered me up.. =)

oki dok gonna slp...the rain woke me up yesterdae..will it rain again? it rained heavily...u may have forgotten..but i have not... seriously i think i am over-dramatic..gosh..oh well.. tats Para for u.. =)

*****HAPPY BIRTHDAE JEREMY!!!!! whee~~~~***

..was there a reason to wad happened? y did it happen? how i did lose everything in jus 5 minutes..was it smth i did? my mind's totally blank rite now..i dunno wad happened..its such a big joke..the biggest joke ever..but y arent i laughing..the biggest prank played on me..will i ever noe? i want to ask smth, was tat really u? or was it some alter-ego i didnt noe about.. it felt like takin a knife and stabbing it right through my heart.. a pain i noe i nv felt b4..the scar etched onto my heart..too many qns i need to ask..i blame myself for wad happened...i really hope tat wasnt u talkin..wadeva happened to u..it was like heaven one moment n hell the next..and i have been livin in hell since.. metaphorically i mean.. wld i have been happier if our paths didnt cross? or sld i cherish the moments... never ever have i felt so low.. i refuse to belif wad happened, i refuse to do wad u told me to do..i refuse to belif that tat was u talkin... i refuse... but wad can i do... guilt? was it really guilt? i closed my eyes n wished it nv happened... i sldnt have put it down.. the phone... tell me u still care?..... please?

for i shall let go...unchain myself from these memories..memories i noe wont fade awae..memories i shall hide in one corner of my mind..sweet yet bitter memories...the reality only sinks in when night falls...like u said...when u r all alone..n all u wished was u had a someone to keep u company...n i noe on this night.. i let u go..i let the short memories go.. still cant belif this happened... the irony... was tat ur alter-ego? did u do tat on purpose? the words u said... u noe wad u said... those 3 hateful words... I HATE U... did u sae that on purpose? tell me u didnt do tat on purpose... was it so difficult to undo ur decision? undo the hurt u did to me... undo the pain u caused...

my fren...i dunt noe..i dunt wanna noe...i dunt think i ever want to noe... i cant seems to let go.. i want to..but i cant..its so difficult...but it didnt seem difficult for u...was our frenship tat superficial? a bond so weak tat we let go so fast? mend the hole u brought into my life..the gaping hole left in my heart..

grief overwhelms me..i am sad..

life is funny...everything seems to be a joke...its ironic...i've gotta learn how to fall,without bruising myself...with no safety net to cusion the blow... oh well... it was nice knowin u.. my fren..good bye...

this is kinda like a personal problem..so yup..jus take it for ur viewing pleasure..dun ask,dun probe.. thx..appreciate it alot.. =)