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Saturday, December 25, 2004
9:53 PM;
its 5.30 in the morning now...yawn...bleah i am sleepy..hahaz i jus began another vcd marathon, this time the vcd is am watching is MVP Qing Ren..hahaz..i remeber saeing it was a stupid show once..i hereby take back my words...hahaz i am hooked on the show! omg! dunno y eversince i watched it on channel U for the past few daes i have been hooked on it..gosh..tats y todae i went to hui wen's house to borrow the vcds from her..hahaz..te show is quite romantic, and ANY romantic show will defintely capture me attention..esp if its typical girl n guy go thru countless hardships to be together, like meteor garden (watched it 3 times already), hahaz..jus finished watching disc 3, the duration for each disc is quite long, its like longer than meteor garden..i dunno..i jus feel tat..yea..hahaz..started watching from 2a.m...my personal record is watching from like 12 to 6 in the morning,fromt the time my mum went to slp till the the time she got up,washed up and left for work, i was still watching the show..hahahaz..crazee me..hahaz..i dunno y but i feel tat half the thrill of watching a drama serial is in watching it thruout the night like a marathon like that,hahaz..and u are armed with loads of food!!! whee~ ok this time i was only armed with a jug of water..last yr i had wad mee goreng,prunes,cup noodles,water,jia jia liang teh..hahaz..it very fun!!! hahaz..try it out!! hahaz..can i go on talkin bout this? hahaz..hmm last vcd marathon i had was early nov, when i watched love generation...omg! so sad n romantic *dries eyes*...my first was with meteor garden last decemeber..those were the daes...hahaz..oh ya the sound track from MVP is damn nice,esp the jap tracks...its really v.v.v.nice..3 of them are quite melancholic but it isnt all that sad la...namie amuro's "I will" makes me think of a girl standing in the rain,with the wind blowing her long hair towards one side, n she's just standing there...lookin...waiting..hmm..ya thats wad i feel from the song..ayumi hamasaki's "dearest" is also v.listenable..hahaz..happie that i found these songs! =)

now to update on wad i did on xmas eve...hahahahz i woke up on time to catch MVP on channel u!!! yay! then went to serangoon mac to meet shi lin to do some work..then after that "rushed" to amk to meet YY for dinner at, yes sumo house again...hahaz..he had to go for a wedding dinner so left quite soon...ya then shi lin i loitered ard amk, like we waited under YY's block, from the time he went up till the time he came down, we were downstairs talking...then after tat jus walked ard amk, i drank 2 cups of bubble tea 2dae..gulp gulp gulp, nice nice!! then left for home ard wad 9 something? yea..haha thats how i spent my xmas eve...i was asked to go to the xmas countdown in orchad..haha but i didnt feel like goin, morever my parents surely dun allow one...hahaz..i am jus wondering y on earth do u have a xmas countdown? i mean it seems to me now that xmas has almost become new yrs, yer noe wad i mean? *oops mum n dad jus woke up, but they sld noe i alwaes do this so i sldnt be in much trouble hehez*, anywaes, i mean somehow i think that xmas has become a tad bit commercialised...i like the christmas-is-in-the-air feeling and all but yea,feel its a little commercialised..shant elaborate...*yawn*

was switching channels btw Animal Planet n channel 5 n there was this show on Animal Planet,"Nature's Nightmares" n it quite interesting, i learnt:

1)Snakes kill(like u didnt noe like tat -_-)
2)Komodo Dragons arent iguanas(hmm i got them mixed up)
3)Starfishes got no brains
4)Hummingbirds flap their wings 100 times per sec n they take up to twice their body
weight of nectar everydae...

another thing that fasinated me was this tribe which used this poison from a frog la,u noe those kinda colourful kinds,ya, n they put this poison on their arrow to hunt..man the poison is damn little, its like once moment the monkey is jumping from tree to tree, the next bam! its shot n it falls down immediately,dead! in less than a 3 seconds! tats how lethal the posion is! omg! wow!

its 550 now!! whee!! hahaz..n i aint feeling sleepy..i was a little sleepy when i was watching MVP tats y i offed it..i wanna enjoy it slowly, take things slowly..hahaz..savour it...yum yum..hahaz..but now after blogging i aint sleepy, but i guess when i lie down on the bed i wld doze off soon...hahaz..yepz tat bout it..better stop here or not my mum is gonna start nagging....whee~ oh ya b4 i leave, jus wanna wish everyone a MERYY CHRISTMAS!!! la la la la la la la..


Thursday, December 23, 2004
5:45 PM;
this is poison ivy spking, so everone listen up...once u finish reading this crappy sentence, nth will happen,u will jus have a -_- look on ur face...hahahaz..man this is crappy..

hahaz my room seriously looks like poison ivy's(the sexy villain from batman n robin) lair...coz the present hua dong gave me is like this hanging thing which u hang(duh) outside ur door la, kinda like a curtain? yea its this long thing with strings hanging down n the string have maple leaves on um'..so each time i walk thru the room i have to push those thingies aside...bleah n it gets kinda irritating..hehez..i mean i like it and all but its jus too too too long,almost touching the floor...so now each time i look at it i get reminded of poison ivy hahaz..its kinda freaks me out also..like yesterdae i was goin to the toilet at ard 3am after tokin to daryll n all of a sudden i see "things" hanging outside the room in the darkness..hahahahaaz i freaked myself out...hahaz..

did nth much 2dae...woke up 2dae at 1130, sigh missed half a of MVP...bleah so i got up n on-ed the tv, n watched MVP...wa lao that angel is a bad bad bad lady!!! worst than poison ivy man! OoOOOoO i dislike her..she made xiao xi and duan chen feng break up! y tat pesky little &#@$#! hahaz..then after that watched debbie travis's face lift...its those typical make-over-your-house shows la..but i duno y i am hooked on it..hahahaz...i am such an uncle...like i have nth better to do...hahaz..after tat surfed the net, did some hw(i am so proud of myself such a good boy! ), then went to the gym with jeremy..yep yep..my arms are aching now...ouch ouch ouch!!

ok so i was at hg mall after the gym session n i get this call...the number registered was some no. tat i didnt noe but i jus picked it up, hahahaz it was damn hilarious, heres how it roughly went,

Me: hello?
Guy: sir,ready to clear squad
Me: huh?
Guy: sir ready to clear squad
Me: eh?huh?who r u?
Guy: (he said he was some squad thingy or wad or army thingy or something like tat)
Me: U got the wrong no.
Guy: oh..sorry*puts down phone*

hahahahahahahhahahaz...omg! omg! an army man makin such a mistake! hahaz this is madness man! hahahaz..i sld have jus said "ya ya u can clear squad already" hahahahaz..hahahhaz..omg ~ hahaz..hahahahaz...damn funny...ok i shall stop laughing...hahahahahz..

well tats bout it, ya did nth much todae...sian man..bleah...at least i dun feel bored todae..hahaz..kkiez gtg...poison ivy is signing off...muahahahahaha!!! *trips over the tangled vines of leaves infront of him* (ignore the last line) hahahahahz... =P

n in honour of poison ivy, we shall have, yes we shall have, pix of poison ivy! its officially poison ivy dae todae! whee~(pls understand its 245 in the morning now, i am crazier than usual)





shi lin asked me to take the pic of my door at like 3 am in the morning...man i was damn scared..haha but it turned of ok..jus took a hurried one..



5:12 PM;
this entry is added coz i am bored...pls ignore it..

bored bored bored bored bored bored when u are bored u tend to think bout stuff bored bored bored bored wad kinda stuff? bored bored bored bored different pple think of different things bored bored bored bored take me for instance when i am bored bored bored bored bored i think of sad stuff bored bored bored bored like now bored bored bored bored bored bored do u think of sad stuff when u are bored bored bored bored? sad stuff like the usual sad stuff bored bored bored bored y am i still alone? bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored now i dunno wad to write so i shall continue writing bored bored bored bored bored bored bored till i think of wad to write bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored ok now i am bored of writing bored over and over again...

its weird..y do we use the word bored to sae that u are bored? as in y is the word bored used to represent the feeling of being bored? y cant it be like "i am feeling crazy" to represent your feeling of boredom?who made the word "bored"? y isnt it "kored" or "dored" or "fored" like y mus it be "Bored"...how stupid can this get...

man this entry is pure ruuuubish...its thrash...i seriously dunno why i am writing this..oh ya! i am bored...here we go again..bored..like which spastic fella in the planet wld write such a stupid entry? oh ya me...cant help it...its like this entry is crap! ok after being bored for so long...my brain has gone crazy..la la la ...this old man he played one,he played knick knack on my thumb,with a knick knack paddy wack give a dog a bone,this old man cam rollin home! man i am lame... oh crap oh crap...i better stop crappin..bye bye..hahahahahahhahahahaahhahahaahahaz..


3:30 PM;
sigh...its gonna be the end of another birthdae...haiz...grown one yr older..17 now..officially..ha but at least i enjoyed my bdae..hmm i sld sae i celebrated my bdae 2wice..yesterdae n 2dae! hahaz...i also celebrated it on sundae with my secondary skool frens! oh yea! hahaz

well went to hello! shop in the morning to upgrade my singnet plan..had some misunderstanding initially coz i was terminating my current contract b4 it ends(its ends next yr may), so ya..they were saying we had to pay like 300 plus for the penalty n blah blah blah, but my mum said when she talked to them on the phone they said we only had to play 150 bucks...complicating..so after checking the service lady finally confirmed we had to pay only 150 bucks penalty..n i am like phew! for a moment there i tot i clnt get the i-pod mini..hahaz..the lady at the counter was like very frenly, helpin us count whether using the plan to get the i-pod or buying the i-pod directly was more worthit..but after a while i decided to go ahead with the plan..1500 kbps broadband unlimited..but my comp will only go with that speed next yr 1st jan at 5 pm..up till then i am still using the 512 one..yepz..after tat had lunch with my mum n her fren..we went to this chicken rice stall near paradiz centre...the food was nice n my mum's fren was like "boy eat more, dun be shy" n i am like "oh ok" n i kept eating n eating n she kept askin me to eat more n i am like..oh my god..i cant do this..hahaz..but the food was nice..long time haven eaten chicken rice..coz most of the time it aint halal so i cant eat...haiz..after tat went to redeem the i-pod mini......all the while i didnt consider the fact that it may actually be out of stock, so when i reached the shop at funan, n they told me it was out of stock, i was like...wa lao!! why like tat!! they said nxt week then it will come n I, being the kind who immediately says "oh ok" without askin wad dae next week, left the shop....only when i got back i called them to ask, then they took down my name n hp no, hopefully they call asap...*hoping n wishing*

after tat came back, stoned, then went to meet audrey at hg mall..haha she had 2 prezzies..one was from her n ks..it was an aftershave,which i cld use since the one i have is like..umm...not nice?? audrey gave another prezzie, a pair of boxers! hahaz..n it has motifs of nude(oops) ladies on it..hehez...hahaz..but it looks cool..my first pair of boxes..niccceeee...

well thats the end of my bdae...though i didnt do much 2dae, i still enjoyed it every bit,i enjoyed every bit of yesterdae, n i enjoyed every bit of sundae! so this is my best bdae i have ever had!!! lolz..30 more min to go n it wont be my bdae....sob..y?!! y cant this last forever! oh the horror! oh the pain! oh the agony! oh i shall jus stop crappin..haha.. happy bdae once again!!! :)


Wednesday, December 22, 2004
6:10 PM;
u noe how i am feelin now??? i am feelin DAMN HAPPY!!! oh man! very very very very very very very very very very happy!!! oh yea...hell! i am more than happy! i am estatically hysterically happie!! y? coz my frenz came over to suprise me for me bdae!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

well u see...i(the unsuspecting victim) uh huh woke up at like wad 1145? todae(21st dec) n my mum said she was having frens over..yep..so she told me to go down n buy drinks...after watching tv n all, my mum received a call n told me her frens were coming soon so i had to go n buy the drinks..she told me to buy 4 bottles n i am like WAD?! for 2 frens n u need 4 bottles...man do they drink alot...so i go down thow the rubbish n buy the drinks...on the wae complaining to myself y 2 pple need 4 bottle of drinks..bleah...i enter the house, which wasnt locked n see a person in red lookin at me comp...n i am like ??? y is my mum's fren lookin at my comp? nvm so i go into the kitchen, put the drinks down and...... OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! wee long hua dong yongzhi and yun yi were standing in front of me!!! omg..the moment i saw wee long i suddenly got stunned...then everything came to light....they were here to suprise me!!! OMG oMG oMG!! n my mum actually "lied" to me!! omg thanks mummy!!! omg!!! i cant blif this!! omg!! omg!!! ok i kinda spoilt the suprise coz i came up tooooo early for them to prepare...hehe..so i kinda caught them unprepared..hahaz..but hey! i was really suprised n they were also suprised so hey! both suprised each other! hahaz..i go to me room n see shi lin n michelle there too!!! omg omg!! am i omg-ing too many times? ah who cares! hahaz...we played with potato starch n messed one anothers clothes n faces!! haha for once me mum allowed me to dirty the house!!! hahaz..we went crazee with the potato starch hahaz...after that cleaned the house abit then ordered yummy yummy pizza!!! hahaz man this is my first time in like how many yrs have i ordered home delivery..hahaz...michelle left after a while...ate the pizza then took some pics..yep yep!!! so fun fun fun!!! hua dong made me give them a performance by askin me to act sexy..like some stripper like tat..umm i had to shake me butt here and there..hmm if u watched charlie's angels n saw cameron diaz shake her butt u will noe wad i mean..hahahz..damn hilarious..hahaz..cutted the cake also..it was the same cake i bought for wee long on his bdae...chocolate gateau i think...yea..hahaz..v.v.tasty..hahaz..after tat YY me n shi lin were watchin tv, yong zhi was slpin in my room n hua dong was playin WC3, wee long was on the piano..hahaz..then after tat YY n shi lin left at ard 530...wee long n i watched hua dong play WC3 while yong zhi still slept on...after tat we played some games la..hahaz..lie that bang bang bang one,the how many meh meh one, the angel fallin from the sky, the balck sheep white sheep(this is damn fun,we even added our own red n gree sheep),umm..oh ya! played who?wad?hah? hahaz...altho only got 4 playin but we managed laugh until crazee playin it..hahaz..after tat went to eat dinenr at fish n co at glass house..thinkin i sld get something different this time(i alwaes have fish n chips) i took the corriander catch..or izzit called catch of the corriander? or was it corriander catching fish...or was it..hahaz kkiez i am jus crappin...it was called corriander catch...well i tot it sounded nice..dory fish fried n covered with corriander sauce..umm its sounded nice...but when it came.. i was like OMG! omg! wad did i get myself into? it was like, the whole fish was covered in greenish thing(the corrainder sauce) n it wasnt appetising...given the kind of anti-vege person i am, i really didnt like the look of that fish...it was like ewww.. n like blag.. n like ewww.. n like blag...n like oh wad the hell jus eat it...so i ate it...well it tasted ok...i aint saein it was nice mind u..jus ok...chatted like ard until 10 there then left..hahaz..the service at glass house is quite good i mus sae..hahaz..wanted to go to the arcade but all closing le..y on earth does PS close so early? it becomes dead so fast..like at 1030..why like tat?! christmas sld open later ma...oh ya..its tuesdae..so??? dunno...so ended up goin to istana park to take pics..took some pics n played with the water there..i ended up gettin my whole back wet..i was the wettest...hahahahaz..kewl...hahaz.

yep thats bout it! my happiest bdae ever! wad can i sae! i am seriously speechless..omg omg omg! all i can sae is OMG now..i have nv been suprised like this b4! man i was happy n i still am! after like 9 hours or so..oh yea! i cant thank u guys enuf! thx wee long! thx hua dong! thx yong zhi! thx shi lin! thx michelle! thx yun yi! hahaz...u guys really made my dae!!! omg omg omg omg omg ...i shall jus end with OMGs...OMG omg omg OMg oMG...still v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.happie!!! whee~ did i mention i was happie? hahahahz...thx guys!!! thx guys!!! thx thx thx!!! omg!!! hahahaz..crazee 17 yr old signing off!! byez

happy birthdae para!! u r finally 17!!! yay! rejoice! hahaz... =P


Tuesday, December 21, 2004
1:07 PM;
its 13.10 now...woke up not long ago at ard 1145...hahaz...gettin v.lazy nowadays.. tried to blog yesterdae but the comp was again,as usual,not suprisngly,giving problems...

well went to skool to find shi lin, then go to YY's house..and noW shIlIn iS aT pArA'S hOUSe... WheE~ thIS iS ShIlIn.... lalALala~ oN 21 dEc aT 1.20pm. whEe~! hHaha~

i'm so bored right now... been surfing porn for the past 3 hours... so no kick... sigh... porn on the net these days are juz so boring...


Friday, December 17, 2004
5:21 PM;
greetings to u my dear blog..lolz...recieved my first x'mas prezzie from my mum's fren!! whee~yippie! oh yea oh yea!! so happy! hahaz..it was a blue towel with a small picture of a car there...damn cute! thx aunty agnes!! :)

went to ks's house 2dae with audrey..hahaz..long time havent went out with them le..poor ks cldnt laugh properly coz she jus had an op, removed her wisdom tooth..ouch! she had to resist laughing whenever audrey n i started laughing..hahaz..danced the traditional n new dance with ks, then taught it to audrey, who was giggling all the wae thru..hahaz..dance until so tired..bleah..hahaz..spent like the whole afternoon those 2 gals...audrey ahs to go back to skool on monday...haiz..after tat went to see ks's old house(which is under renovation now..she's livin in her uncle's house now yep yep)...eh cldnt see much of a difference..hehez..must wait till they finish first..ya..hahaz..

went with audrey to hg mall after tat..whenever we are 2gether pple alwaes look at us with that kinda *those 2 are steads??* eyes...pls la ok, we are jus very good frens la...not steads or wad..n even IF we are so wad?? tat time we went to PS 2gether n there were this couple constantly lookin at us n gigglin... -_- get a life.. ya so..went to popular with her to buy some stationary..got a pen n frozen pencil, so ex the frozen pencil..hmm but it is nice..haahz..goin to the memorial service for Mr John Lim 2moro..so sad.. its jus so sudden..life is jus so unpredictable..one moment u are there..next?? noone noes wad will happen...well it jus goes to show tat u sld appreciate the pple ard u more..easy to sae difficult to do...well...wad can i sae...haiz...

while lying on the bed yesterdae, i suddenly remembered the time durin first 3 mths in jc when i didnt go to skool on one of the daes(nope i wasnt sick, i jus ponned coz i didnt feel like going hehez),n ah long,yong zhi n hua dong actually came to ma house to see me!! they even brought me ice-cream! hahaz, it doesnt seem big or wad but i felt v.v.v.happy!! thx guys! hahaz..ya this is wad i suddenly remembered..hahaz.. :P

oopsss i downloaded alot of songs 2dae..eh downloaded eh hmm lets see...
1)Toxic
2)Me against the music(remix)
3)Ning Xia
4)Yong qi
5)Ghost of you n me
6)Cheng Quan
ummm..oooookkkkk...it aint alot..ahhaz..man..the stoopid comp erased all my Mp3s tat time..n that aint good yer noe..tat seriously aint good..uh huh uh huh*nods head*...bleah...the remix of me against the music is damn cool...its had these bangra feel to it..to those who dunno wad bangra means..umm..its like..eh..a kind of indianish dance la..correct me if i am wrong pls..ya..got alot of drum beats..damn nice..hahaz..

somehow there is this new search bar on my internet,i dunno where it came from...it has this button which saes SWITCH ADULT/NON-ADULT SITES...n i'm like..eh?? so i click it,click,click,click n nth happens...cheeeez...it only switches from green to red...bleah...stoopid button...dun get the wrong idea ar..i dunn wanna go to any uh-hum sites..ya.. go figure..

i have made up me mind about the singtel plan...no harm bout it la..i mean they givin the i-pod rite? good offer le la..wad more can i ask for? i want it!!! hopefuly they have the color i want..hahaz..picky fella eh..i better go get it soon later dun have...come to me my dear i-pod! oh yea come to me baby!! ok nvm i am jus crappin..hahaz..well gtg...have a nice dae.. ")


Thursday, December 16, 2004
4:37 PM;
groan..my body is achin all over...i am so drained out rite now..yea jus came back from a concert, its a concert by NY,JJ,HC and SR..yep yep...

went to meet my mother(shi lin) n my darling(yun yi) at orchad..hahaz..ya one is the queen n the other is the empress dowager..can also call her the maid...hahaz jkjk =P
tat shi lin was late lor..which made YY late...which meant that i had to wait for them...grrr...for once I am early..hahaz..well they werent TAT late also la..jus ard a few minutes...hahaz...all of us were clad in rather formal dressin today...YY n i were wearin a shirt n jeans while shi lin wore a off shoulder pink shirt...hahaz...went to yoshi for lunch...OUCH OUCH OUCH my face is peeling AGAIN!! hmm...by my claculations it should only peel next week, but apparently my calculations went wrong...Zzz...

I am so damn blur...the concert was at 7 n i told everyone it was at 6...hehez..so serene(with her fren valarie) n wen qi(with chris) met us earlier...hehez..actually sld meet at 630 but because of my blur-ness i told them to meet at 530...oopss?? hehez..had something to eat at newton hawker centre first...hahahahahhaz YY bought a cup of carrot juice which cost like $4.50!!! such a rip-off! omg...poor fella...hahaz..apparently they charge $1 for one stick of carrot used..so ya i suppose they used 4 1/2 sticks...hmm...i dunno...on our way back to the mrt station, this HUGE grp of like 14 kids asked us how to go to HCJC(thats where the concert's held...i mean y cant they hold it at like VCH or SCH or Esplande!), n we said ya...n i had to lead the way coz i was the one who told planned to meet at newton..now heres the problem..I DUNNO HOW TO GET THERE! well i like noe the bus no.s n all but...hello! i've never set foot in HC b4 much less see it..OMG..at first we had 5 pple now we have a whole entourage behind followin us..if we get lost...hehe its gonna be ma fault...well luckily we managed to board the correct bus(not with my help of coz...YY asked danny) n reached HCJC...yay...

the repetoir was quite boring la...first half esp...dunno wad they playing..nearly fell asleep stoning there...second part was much better, got persis yay!!! hahaz...it was really much better...saw michelle after the performance..yea lolli gaggled ard here n there n finaaly made the decision to go to city hall...but like i said we lolli gaggled, so by the time we reached there...we had to settle for 7-11...ZZz...yea tat's bout it...now drinkin soup n writin this blog..hahaz..then mus go slp slp slp!!! oh yea...

still considerin whether to get the 1500 kbps thing internet thing anot..mus pay $150 to upgrade, good thing is can get i-pod mini!!! whee~ hahaz...only problem is the kinda modem they are giving...i used to use ethernet modems but they gave a few problems...yea..so still thinkin bout it...its a good offer n all, but...haiz..think bout it later...gtg...bubbye...nytez!


Saturday, December 11, 2004
5:38 PM;
did nothin 2dae but rot at home...only went out to meet YY for lunch at AMK at some new jap restaurant, which supposedly sold the cheapest jap food in S'pore..well the prices were quite reasonable la...went to the arcade n played some games coz we didnt noe wad to do..hahahz..after that had bubble tea and sat outside the mrt station there talk crap..yea thats bout it..tats wad i did 2dae...haiz...later goin to meet shi lin n YY for lunch at the jap restaurant..hahaz...we are really crazee people man...hahaz...anywaez feelin v.tired now..so gtg..byez


Friday, December 10, 2004
12:58 AM;

hahaz..we seriously had no time to post for this machine..ahahz Posted by Hello


12:58 AM;

dun u think the beng one looks sooper nice?h hahaz... Posted by Hello


12:55 AM;

the wonderful neoprints!!! Posted by Hello


12:43 AM;
jus came back not long ago...hahahahz...went out with yun yi n shi lin 2dae..seriously had to go out lor, or not have to stay at home and rot again like yesterday...i dun wan!!!

woke up ard 9 something like tat ba, was suppsoed to meet wei long at somerset to purchase some stuff from him but later we cancelled the meeting le..so directly went to meet YY n shi lin at city hall at 1130...shi lin was late *tsk tsk* n she looked like an aunty but at the smae time looked sporty...-_- go figure..hahaz..wanted to have ramli burger for lunch but haiz, the shop haven open yet..so had to go downtown east there to eat...omg!!! we were like walkin in downtown east n suddenly out of nowhere elmo,ernie,bert n cookie monster appeared la..shi lin went hysterical, YY was shouting "cookie monster!!" hahahahz...so embarassin la..hahaz..lucky nv see anyone i knew there..hehez... wanted to have lunch but somehow wild wild wet was already opened,so we tot might as well go in early la.. had to get an extra locker coz YY bag too big..hahaz..

first we went to the lazy river, hmm it wasnt exactly lazy coz the waves were like so turbulent..hahaz..then after that went to have a ride on the water works, which are essentially jus 2 tunnels,one covered one not covered..both quite long de..sat on the covered one first..i tell u theres one part in the tunnel which is like pitch black..hahaz suddenly like cannot see anyting, quite scary..hahahz..tat shi lin somehow got stuck in the middle of the tunnel la..crazee gal..i was like standin there wonderin y on earth is she takin such a long time...dotz..YY came down woohoo-ing...hahaz i laugh until peng la..hmm after tat went to sit under the BIG BIG yakult thing n waited for it to slash the whole tub of water on us...gosh it was bloody painful la..hahaz but i cldnt stop laughin coz shi lin kept screaaaaamming hahahahahaz...n YY was goin ouch ouch ouch...OMG!!! hahaz..spent some time there then went on to try other rides liek the uncovered tunnel, ular-lar which is a long stretch of tunnel where 6 pple get into a float n go down together..we sat with a mother n her 2 kids...they looked oh! so adorable!! hahaz..sat on that ride 2 times..rode on the sky rider...hahaz shi lin had to ride alone..hahaz...she was damn scared la, but i was also scared..hahaz but lucky got YY sit with me..hahaz..we were askin shi lin to like slow down but she was like freakin out n riding damn fast, YY n i were like askin her to slow down..hahaz...then the life guards there were like laughin at her..haha...0_0 the life guard asked her y she dun wanna sit wit one of us, then she said coz me n YY are like partners..n the life guard was like shakin our hands n saying "this is the first time got pple admit"..wa lao...wads this..hahaz..the most exciting ride was the slide-up thingy, the ride is like u-shaped la, so u go up n u "fall down" from the tip...OMG the fallin part is damn scary...its like ur heart is practically in ur mouth le..shi lin went alone on the first time.. i went alone on the second..i was like damn kan chong..hehehz..v.scared..hahaz..after tat liek ard 5 we went to have a shower..that life guard from the sky rider recognized me n YY n said "hey gay parnters"..dotz..hahahaz..we kinda "stole" those floats to ride in the lazy river..hahahaz...n then this man suddenly asked me, "is this your float?" n i was like, OMG...y me?! hahaz then i jus said ya, its mine..lucky he nv pursue further..phew..y when i break the law i alwaes get caught de? so unfair..hahaz "P

after WWW went to town area to meet YY's cousin for dinner..her name is gina..quite good lookin..hahaz..went to eat at cine de food court...as usual i had to eat at the malay stall..the ONLY malay stall, which ALWAES sells expensive food..n the food isnt even nice..sigh..only the bishan one is good..i only asked for rice,long beans n chicken(in which she only gave a miserable portion) n it cost $3.50..eat money wan!!! saw kit lam n sophia..hahaz..shi lin was like damn scared la :P hahaz... aint my fault hor shi lin..hahaz.. after that went to take lotz n lotz of neoprints..omg i seriously look good in shades man..hahaz..jkjk :P the last neoprint machine was crazee...so bo hua..but the pics came out quite nice..hahaz.. we were all like spastic in the neoprint booths la, thinkin of wad poses to do, hahaz..YY bought a ring at bits n pieces in cine..somehow the bits n pieces here doenst allow u to choose fonts for ur name...hmm..dunno y..hahaz..i lurrve the pics we took...it is SO nice..ahaaz.. :P

i better go slp soon..writin far too long..jus reformatted my comp again..haiz..haiz..haiz..y mus my comp do this?!!! sickening...found the song Ya Zi but Su Hui Lun but the thing aint downloading..wad the #$@$@%&...hahaz..better clean my table when i wake up later..its like in total mess..n gotta start doin hol assignement le...hahaz..dun wanna do last min werk...hahahaz..tats all folks..good nitez..sweet dreams..nitey nite... :)

eh how do u upload pics here?


Tuesday, December 07, 2004
4:37 PM;
*yawning while typing*..i am so so so beat now...body achin all over..hahazz...went to 2nd dae of the OGL workshop..well had breakfast in the morning with xing ying n shilin, YY was late...had kaya toast n ice milo..mornign activities were kinda boring, though we played some games(we played the balloon game n guess wad? i lasted till the end!!! for the first time..finally :P), after tat i became crowned king..hehez..seriously dunno y but hehez..king of zelda??? nah...hahaz...seriously over-rated..anywaez did the dance again..hahaz..first danced with shi lin, we were both crazee again hahaz..then danced with YY,both hyper also..hahaz..in one part of the dance YY scared shilin n that aunty screamed! wahaha..i also scared her...hahahaz..so funny!! hahaz... played more games later but the last game was like..eh kinda not fun coz of the "unholy alliance" my group had with other groups..so there was some misunderstanding..not a major one but still had quite some impact..ya.. but after tat all was ok..

went to eat dinner with YY in amk...shilin wasnt free n xing ying wasnt free too..so we 2 go eat alone..had KFC buddy meal..i tell u that sales girl must have been thinkin these are the 2 most troublesome guys lor..hahaz..first chicken must be thigh de..then coz she gave us a wing we got her to change it to breasts, then drinks changed also, then coleslaw upgrade to cheese fries..hahaz..wa lao the place damn cold la..by the time i finished eating i was like shaking, shivering...brrrrr...
after the meal walked ard amk..went to sports link, royal sporting house( not sure was it this one anot)...the place is like damn small...bleah..passed by the pharmacy n went to check it out...we were mainly lookin for the pregnancy kits n the condoms section.... hehez..guys..y no more strawberry flavour le ar? but got orange..hahahaz..walked ard bit more then left for home...oops i slept in the bus until the guy parked the bus in the interchange...i woke up n was like..eh?? i quickly ran down n got off the bus...pai seh sia the people at the berths were lookin at me... :P

came back home n rot again...sigh...hopefully 2moro or wad can go out..hahaz...


4:26 PM;
yoZ! ahhhhhhhhhhh feelin damn tired now..yawn!ZZz..well lets see..wad did I do 2dae...*rewind*

had to wake up early 2dae for OGL workshop..supposed to meet shilin n YY first b4 goin to LT2, coz we had to empty our drinkin cans..early morning had to drink 4 cans of mIlo...*burp*..hahaz..played games n did some cheers to u noe, bring up the atmosphere...eh..the theme is ZION(based on Matrix i think...), Z is for Zelda, I is for Ithor(wonder if i spelt it correctly, ah but anywaez,), O for Osiris, the Egyptian God of, eh, umm, forgot what god is he le..son of Ra i think...hahaz oh ya n N stands for Nazgul..yep yep...in Zelda right now..

played dodgeball again for one of the games..hahaz..hmm the trick( for me) is jus to avoid balls la..until got no choice then ATTACK!!!!!! hahaz..n since somehow i dunno y i mananged to survive quite long in most games my gropu mates called me "most value-added player" hahaz...no a not braggin k? jus writing down only..hee hee...the mass dance was damn fun la..went totally crazeeeee...hahaz..shi lin n i were damn high..ahhaz benjamin also was damn high..actin so spastic...michelle n izzam were on HIGH mode too...havent enjoyed the dance for so long le..hahaz..oh ya the new OG dance sooo bloody cool!!! XUEMEI U DID A GR8T JOB!!! the song is summer shine..omg! the moves are positely out-of -this-world!! ok mayb i am exaggerating..but its nice..very nice..hahaz... one thing i learnt for LTC is tat pple dun judge u by how u look like, but rather u character..tats one impt thingi learnt..another thing is tat lTC has really made me into a more enthu person..last time i tot that if u too enthu then very sia suay..but after LTC n that finale night in LTC, being enthu doenst neccessarily mean u will get sia suay, rather u help bring up the atmosphere..of coz i am not saein u sld be sooper damn hyper n act TAT enthu la, coz tongues will start wagging...jus a healthy dose of enthu-ness is good enuf..ahaz...

had dinner with YY,shi lin n xing yin..hahaz mini Tree-beard dinner..YY n i had chicken chop, eh xing ying had french fries n shi lin had spaghetti...yep yep..chatted there for a while then left le..later goin to meet them for breakfast..at 7...dang must wake up early again...YAWN....wonder if they wanna go for dinner??? hehe...

jus spent like dunno how many hours reformattin n "repairin" the comp..the reformattin part was easy..the "repairin" part wasnt..installed the norton anti virus then had to destroy this virus that virus..some trojan thing or wad...crap..switched to safe mode dunno how many times n the virus still there..now i think most of it is gone ba..so the comp is functionin relatively well now..hmm...wonder how long will it be b4 it starts revolting again...dl-ed some basic programmes tats all..haven added any major stuff..yep yep..better get goin...nytez... :)


Monday, December 06, 2004
4:51 PM;
had a blast at the zoo with serene, kw,wk,alvin,yilin and michelle..oh ya! woon teng also came..hahahz...we felt so out of place at the tanjong pagar CC lor(the zoo thing was organized by the CC), all either is those old old uncle aunty or not young young de children..hahahz..lucky noone i knew saw me there..*phew*

took alot of pics at the zoo with the animal..OMG!!! the gopher looked positively cute man!! so photogenic somemore..hahaz..saw snakes, crocodiles,hippos,rhinos, blah blah blah,.. wad other animals can u think off?? hmm..didnt get to see giraffes though..dunno wad happened to them...white tigers are real cool too..look v.majestic..went to the kiddy palace n we were lookin whether the animals were guys or gals...n u noe where we had to see rite..hahaz...we were lookin for a long thing..*oops* explicit content..hehehz..had kfc for lunch, then after that walked bout a bit more n then left...was lookin for someone or some people to eat lunch wit me...but all not free..actually was goin to east coast le..but hua dong not free..sigh..so had to go home..slpt for 3 hours or so then called wei long n have been talkin to him since...played gunbound with him..hahaz long timehaven played gunbound le..maple story got something wrong lei..or izzit jus my comp?? i wldnt be suprised if the problem lied with the comp....wads new..

talkin bout comps..guess wad the idiot(the comp) did 2dae? it erased ALL my documents, pictures, n my music, IT ERASED MY MUSIC! gosh am i so bloody infuriated now....2moro mus reformatt the damn thing...i nv had luck with comps...sld go n pick up some it skillss..mayb go library pick up those Dummies GUide to computers or wad..that sld help the...kao la...my music lor..all my mp3s...f-king comp...sorrie but i am really pissed...spoil my mood...as if i werent already feelin down...this thing mus happen...wow!!! life is jus FULL of suprises ehh...-_-

feelin better 2dae...shilin n i made it a point to feel better..we dun wanna feel sad le..hahaz..yea thats the wae man!!! its not gonna be easy but ya la...must try..karina(my pri skool fren in australia) also cheered me up...ks also did...zong tang also did..thx for ur help guys... :) lucky longz called or not i will slump in to depression again..hahaz..



Saturday, December 04, 2004
11:17 AM;
jus came back from class chalet todae..hahaz..althou not many pple went, but we had alot of fun there..bbq-ing on the floor n eating..hahaz..was sitting there chatting when suddenly wee kiat saw a cockroach behind me..hahahaaz...i immediatley ran to the stairs(ok i was screamin also),but yilin was standin there screamin n pointin at the cockroach, damn funny lor, i was laughin like mad!!! hahaz...tat cracked me up..hahaz...we all wanted to have a night swim but the toopid pool close le, bleah...so all went back took a shower n went to watch shark tale in the room..hahaz but after a while all found it too draggy n went to slp...the room damn cold in the night la..wee kiat n i had to share this sooper thin piece of clothe..like how is that even supposed to keep me warm?? gosh i was freezing even with my wind-breaker on..hahaz..tat wasnt a good slp..hahaz..woke up and ate maggie mee while watchin barney the dinosaur..hahaz..came back home ard 11..yea..

went to my secondary skool prom night on the dae i came back from camp...it was a sheraton..the food was okok ba...i danced quite alot..altho i was tired i still dancedd..mayb i wanted to cover up all the tirededness n sadness i was goin thru..sometimes i wonder y do i alwaes look so jovial n happy, but deep down inside i feel so lonely...y?y?y? my heart longs for someone...will i be single 4eva? they sae being attached is gr8t..some say it sucks..but how am i to noe? i have alwaes been standing on this side of the grass...the other side seems greener? is it? will someone bring me there? feelin damn down now la..y am i so lonely...i see no aim in anything now...will i alwaes have such false hopes? pls tell me no...shilin's blog music aint helpin me either..its jus feels so sad..makes me even sadder..but y do i keep listenin to it? mayb i jus wanna feel sadder...the emptiness is gettin darker n bigger...haiz...will someone pls help me??? *staring blankly into space*


Friday, December 03, 2004
5:42 AM;
jus found this nice love quote from the web...hope u like it...enjoy :)

If you are asking if I need you, the answer is 4ever...
if you are asking if I will leave you, the answer is never...
if you are asking what I value, the answer is you...
if you are asking if I love you the answer is I do.




Wednesday, December 01, 2004
5:22 PM;
woohoo I am back!!! hmm...actually i aint that enthu bout comin back..kinda miss the camp already, I mean yea I do miss my parents and all, but hmm the sudden emptiness of not having your camp-mates with u like very depressing like tat..haiz.. ok this entry is gonna be long, so if u dun wanna read it, i got one thing to sae to u : WADEVER :P

recount of wad happened the past few dae....*rewind*

Saturday: Man i had to wake up damn early to reach skool by 7, ended up takin a cab there, too lazy to take mrt..plus i dun wan the pple in the mrt to stare at my wonderful legs..wahahah..jkjk..actually dae b4 tat i really didnt feel like goin but bo pian rite?reach skool le had to wait for ages before we finally set off, and sing songs on the coach..first time seein the Jalan Bahtera camp site..hmm...look okok la..somehow i feel liek i have seen it b4..somewhere...*minor deja vou* brief n unpack blah blah and then we had group time!!! YAY!! hmm we sat there discussin bout eh..wad were we discussin bout ar?? *wondering* OH YA!! we were discussin bout our strenghts n weaknesses..hmm I told them i was scared of spkin up n voicing my opinions..which is true..we designed some chart bout our aims..yea..tats bouts it..we also played some staion games..The Quest(everyone claps hysterically when someone saes THE QUEST) hahaz..quite fun la..difficult but fun..had a outdoor cookin comp. then we cooked fried rice..we got 8 out 10..rankin la..not rating..hahaz but the food tasted relatively nice..fast 4ward abit...middle of the night i woke up to find myself rolled over to YY's side..magnetic attraction?? :P hahz..rolled myself back to my side n slept..cldnt wake up the next dae..

Sundae: Breakfast was erm, something..nasi lemak i think..oh ya had PT b4 tat..bleah..early in the mornin wake me up do pt..*YAWN*..2dae we did rock climbing n learnt how to belay..learn b4 but kinda forgot..i felt really scared climbin up the wall up hey, if u dun try u are nv gonna succeed..so i forced my self up, n i reaached the top! felt v.proud of myself..thx belayers for supporting me up when i fell 3 times..thx alot :) went to kayak later..again i forgot how to kayak n got shilin hittin into the mangrove tree again..this is the second girl i have done it to..first time was jin xiu and now its shilin..hehe..sorry ar gurls..kayaked in the rain..so exhilirating..hahaz..went to slp later..ZzzZ..lesson learnt for the dae: conquering ur fears is the first step to success..if u dun try..u aint gonna learn..if u aint gonna learn..u aint gonna succeed...even if u fall..climb up again n go on..dun look back..

Mondae: Woke up to find my leg with mosquito bites..*mental note: wear socks to slp 2dae* had PT and then went to have our sea EX..kayaked wit shilin..goin there(causewae) was a breeze..comin back was like, torture..as u noe i aint that strong physically..so ya..n we had to ride agaisnt the tide.. i cldnt take it le..my body like wanna give up..all i see is mangrove trees n kelongs..somemore shilin was kinda seasick..so both of us were like diam diam paddlin the boat..physically drained..but needed someone to talk to...but i cldnt give up coz i knew that wasnt gonna take me anywhere near the campsite..it will jus bring me nearer to the coastline..so had to persevere on..lucky shilin also persevered on n cont to row wit me..so finally we reached..YAY!!! felt so relieved n happy..hahaz..washed up n had lunch..did some land ex after tat..did some swinging on the rope across some acid river..n did abseiling..again something to do wit heights..but i jus cont to go wit it...hmm had finale night practice after dinner..i have to act bimbotic..n my actions apparently cracked my team mates up..hahaz..had to act with Yun Yi..both of us had to act gayyishly..hahaz..so paiseh..had supper after tat..lesson learnt for the dae: Perseverance is good...in some situations only..in matters of the heart..it cld sometimes become a pain....sigh

Tuesdae: had a good slp the past nite..had nasi lemak again i think...morning did land ex..eh did flying fox n walked across the balancing beam thingy..woo hoo..i managed to it!! belayed shun yi up n might i say i did a job well done..hahaz..thx shun yi for trustin me to belay u..hahz..flyin fox was fun..was 2dae was the dae for the finale night cum camp fire..had to practice a few times b4 the final thing coz we still hadnt memorised it well...added some xtra actions here n there and guess wad? the whole thing turned out GREAT!!! our group put up such a fantastically superbly wonderfully unimaginable show!!! boy did we crack the audience up hahaz..really glad the group sticked 2gether with the idea and supported one another thru it..we did a gr8t job guys!!without ur help i think i wld have gotten stage fright..hahaz woo hoo!!!..had supper later n somethin lame came up after that... Yun Yi n I are goin back to our come bunks..noone else were there..only both of us...

Yun Yi: did u hear tat?
Me: Wad? Wei dun scare me lei..
*Yun Yi flashes torch into the darkness...*
both of us go back to bunk...me still scared..somewhere along the way that toopid fella scared me n i jumped...he was laughing... -_-!!!

our group de gals come back..Yun Yi n i are sitting downstairs..suddenly we hear a hissin sound..

Me: u spray repellant ar?
Yun Yi: No?
Me: then wad was that sound?
Yun Yi:* i cant remember wad he said*
Me to girls: did u all spray repellant? reply was No
Suddenly we hear a hissin sound again..its longer n louder this time..
Yun Yi: u heard that rite?
Me: ya...blah blah blah, by this time i freak out le

Both of us think its a snake..he comes n sit on my side n scare me..i scream..we shine a torch into the grass patch outside n it looks like a snake..the girls come over to our side..then they also think it looks like a snake..hmm...call facils better..so a few facils come..look...shine here shine there..while we are standin on the stone bence lookin..then someone switches on the big spot lights n guess wad the thing is..its a bloody plastic bag..but the teachers didnt take chances n made the whole camp stay in the canteen n wait until they checked the place out..i mean we DID hear the hissin sound...check finish le they cant find anyhting n let us off..

We didnt slp early that night coz we had to write letter for our group mates..hmm while i was writing apparently they heard the hissin sound again n went to look for the darn snake..hahaz anywaez after tearin the pieces of paper n designin the names on each piece i tot i might as well take a nap, in the end i fell aslp, without writing any of the letter...

Last Day: i had to be kitchen IC..so suay..i haven even write the letters!!! no time..played the final challenge games..kinda got pissed of at the beginning of the games...but then everythin went fine aftertat..the games were quite fun i must sae..had to hurridedly pack up my bags...wa lao i had to clean the bloody kitchen lor..last dae also cant spend time with my grp...grrr...hurt my toe while cleanin thr kitchen...had to write the letters in the bus...hahaz finally reached civilization at nanyang..spent some tiem doin cheers there n takin some pic..hahaz had loadz of fun...

I love tree-beard hahaaz...next yr LTC if u guys are goin back to be facilitators i will also go back!!! cannot lose contact ya? tk carez...