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Tuesday, March 30, 2004
10:10 PM;
-hahaz 2dae slacking alot so got time to blog....die man later next yr u see me still goin for orientation 1!!!.... haha.... wow if that happens i may go jump down kill meself.... u noe i have a teacher in my secondary skool who retained NY for like 2 yrs... so in total he spent 4 yrs in NY...gd thing is...wow this is romantic man...he found his girlfren who will become his lawful wedded wife in the future(sob...so touching...ahhhh)... hahaz....wonder how i wld feel if i really retained? can imagine how sad my parents will feel... hiaz...remember how i felt on the first day i was posted to my sec skool....HATED it like hell... was crying abit when i tot bout the sadness i brought to my parents...sob...really...cant imagine i cryed... :) well the skys have lifted and the sun is shining again jus hope the rain wont start again... this time it wld create a flood...BIG time...y on earth am i tokin bout retaining now?... maybe this is wad pple call wei4 yu3 chou3 mou3... lets see...saw my class 2dae... kaoz filled with so many clever pple... wad NJ one...SA one... god i am gonna die... got soooo many VS guys and chung cheng pple... good? bad? only time will tell.... there is a person in my class whom i dun exactly like la... wished the person wld transfer out...hiaz.... sianz... tot the class was ok ok la... i did not quite open up yet... really feel out of place... its like almost everyone knew each other and as usual i did not noe anyone... i felt kinda outcast ba... hopefully things will change for the better... i remember first time i saw 7C i tot kaoz such a boring class...all nerdy looking one... manz am i unlucky... but man did S7C turn out to be the best thing tat happened to me... everyone on 7C came from diff skools and had diff stories... all had their individual qualities.... not that i am saying my new class the pple all dun have their individual qualitites la but in S7C everyone's character stood out... lets see we had Judo National Team Alvernia, Master Magician Zongtang, Soyabean/Prawn lady Grace, Gymnast and firm *** Jonathan, Self obsessed and Cute boys JL and Caveat, naive madrasah boy Guangrong, Love to suan pple the Edwin, Superb dancer Xuemei, Yvonne the also like anime girl, Tessa the clarinetist?... hehe and many other grrrreat pple.... all our personalities shined out... maybe its gonna take a while b4 i can get over my loss... but wadeva it is i aint gonna 4get u guys...4eva and eva u stay in my heart and i will love u.... hahaz.... u guys have made an impact in my life... cant get enuf of u guys...ooooo.... haha ok enuf og nostalgic stuff... 2dae was another torture wearing that bloody uniform...wad material is it made of man...like wearin gunny sack like that lor... so itchy and uncomfortable... man i might as well be on my way of becoming the very first human fountain... hmmm cooooool... yea rite... another thing on my mind is wad cca to join... feel like joinin a slack cca so i can slack...dun wanna join those time consuming ones... maybe red pill? heard it is sooper slack...hoho... but will it affect my future? wonder.... feelin quite happy 2dae... no reason la but wonder if my happiness is short-lived? izzit? only felt bored durin CT like i said... nothin else much... They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.


Monday, March 29, 2004
11:37 PM;
oooo....so long haben blog liao...hahaz....how to u tell me? everyday come back sleep....wake up eat dinner... watch tv...go back and sleep...if this carries on..OMG!!! my promos are gonna die man...dun say promos la...my JC life will suck to the core... god i am slacking so badly...no mood to study leiz...well i studied abit of econs...quite confusing but at the same time quite common sense stuff... wow for once i went to chem lecture without fallin asleep manz..woo hoo...wonder how long i can keep this up?2dae's lecture was on bondings so relatively easy to grasp... somemore the lecturer was ok la..mr ng...lucky not gerda huang...or not confirm sleep one...hehez...did not have much to do in skool 2dae ba...coz only got chem lect....went FM lecture also...man FM is difficult ( obviously it difficult la...why wld they call it FURTHER maths rite??)... the lecturer was perspiring badly...his shirt in front was wet...the lecture was boring for me la coz i dislike maths so anything to do with maths usually doesnt interest me...the FM cohort really small i muz say...cant even fill up 1/2 of the smaller LTs...they had this cool looking board...think was a graphic calculator sort of board la...had this buttons on it andf the screen had big grids on um'....oooo never see b4...hahz....i never knew NY's uni was so bloody hot man...i was pratically a fountain of sweat...my whole body was like shooting water out from the pores man...the uni very thick...like some blanket like tat...arghh...washed it 3 times b4 wearing it and its still sooo hot...wow...looks like muz wash it more often...anywayz got my class 2 days ago...04S10A....so long... i dunno anyone in the whole skool who is in my class....looks like i am back to square 1... haiz... todae( as in tues) will be my first time seein my class...hopefuly they aint a buch of nerds... hopefully will be enthu la.... but of course 04S7C was still the most fun and happening class...who can disagree...hahahaz... oh pls let my class be enthu....only got 16 pple...hmmz...wonder...wonder... life in NY after the first few days of JAE was cool....at least got to spend my time with wads remaining of S7c....oh ya i wrote a FIRST INTAKE 04S7C ROCKS on the white board where they pasted the CT lists...hoho... but i not lying mah...so its ok to write rite? hahaz...kk i gtg....write again tomorrow...or izzit today? or tomorrow? hmm...confusing...


Thursday, March 25, 2004
12:17 AM;
I MISS 04S7C


hiaz...did not blog the pass few days coz orientation so bloody tiring lor...come back watch tv for a while then fall asleep...too tired to do anything...too sad...

orientation...hmmz...not as good as the first one...the OGs arent united at all...everyone seems to have their own frenz...either from thier CT or their sec. skool...so boring...break time i left all alone...go around looking for some people i know but then...to no avail...on monday when i saw the guys from S7C during break i was so damn happy!!!eating lunch and jus laughing there with my CT felt so good...that period of time was like a piece of heaven...ahhhh...no worries jus pure bliss...then is like everyday i have to go home alone lor...so sian...last time i got jl and caveat...now?...have to walk home alone and talk to myself...fun right?..ya very fun...hmmph...i know i complaining alot but i really cant take it...i feel really lost...it is worse than first day of the first intake.......................................

Learnt a new dance 2dae ba....some couple dance...hold hand here hold hand there...spin ard here and spin ard there...the song was nice though...very malancholic and sad....suites my sad mood anywayz...the retro-night turned out to be retro-evening...whole thing ended ard 630...quite anti-climatic i must say...paid $3 for fish mc-dippers...soooo bo hua...it was soggy somemore...the good thing that happneded 2dae? junlong came back to tok to mrs ho and for band audition so finally...finally i had someone walk with to the MRT station...plus caveat...he pon 2dae...alot of pple pon...my OG like only left 12 pple for the retro-evening...all fly away dunno where...hiaz lectures startin 2moro...wonder if i made a gd choice takin econs anot? sld i have cont. takin phy?...but y take phy when my phy sucks to the core rite? hopefully econs wont be like that too...anywayz wadeva that i do always sucks to the core...so wads the diff.....haiz...anywayz think i gotta go..still got skool 2moro[yay :(....]...am i complainin too much? wonder...wonder...wonder...


Sunday, March 21, 2004
2:11 AM;
tired tired....monday muz go back skool liao...haiz...got posted to NY...wonder if it was a good choice? well might as well as stick to my decision rite?...well a brand new start i guess...AGAIN and yet AGAIN...never ending...time to sleep..nitez...


Saturday, March 20, 2004
1:01 AM;
yawnz...very tired now...was too lazy to write my blog yesterday...today very busy ah...almost whole day out(ok not the whole day la but considerable amt of time spent outside :P)...went to band in the morning 2dae after skipping 2 practices...wa lao wake up so early did not feel like goin at lor...but since i promised jl caveat and serene i went lor...haven played the trombone for a long time really got out off touch...time passed very slow...i dunno why time passes soooo damn slow when u are bored man...its like u look at ur watch and take a look at it after wad seems to be ages and find out only 5 bloody mins have passed...bloody or wad?grrr...really felt sleepy...after band went to eat with jl carrot serene and chanya...looked like retards carrying such big instruments and running around...but was quite fun la...i think it would be the last time we 5 get to eat 2gether..haiz...good times end so fast...come for PAE really get to understand the meaning of being seperated from ur frenz..first was the OG...then it was the CT...stupid government...anywayz then aftertat went out for dinner at some classy restaurant with my sec. frenz...fren treated me...quite nice the place...peaceful ambience and view...good place to bring ur gurlfren to...really...then afterthat went to watch Mus'art concert...the concert on the whole muz say was quite boring...most of the pieces did not have any catching melodies or rhythms...junlong fell asleep hahaz...but the guest players were superb...very good...the flautist was quite pretty...hehez...yawnz very tired...few more hours and the JAE results will be out...haiz...wonder if i made a gd choice with NY...hopefully la...even if i stay most of my gd frenz i made over the mths will be leaving lor...except tessa and xuemei...wonder how to start school on monday ??? terence,zongtang,max,jeremy,yvonne,grace... in general the whole 04S7C will be dispersed...even my OG will be dispersed...hmmph wad a bloody nice way to start skool...back to square 1 i guess...dun even noe junlong can stay anot...hopefully he will stay...cant do this to me lor...take away all my frenz from me...sob...haiz let me go drown in my bloody misery...nitez...sob...


Tuesday, March 16, 2004
2:06 AM;
I LOVE MY BLOG!!! hahaz..especially the song...wa lao the template thingy damn difficult to do lor...lucky Caveat and Wenqi help or not i stay up the whole night also cant figure out how to do it...haha...think i am stoopid lar...its like 2 am now and i am still writing...dun care until my blog looks presentable i not goin to sleep...no way!!! hahaz...did nothin much yesterday...jus except going out and having lunch with Jeremy...the rest of the day spent sleeping and trying to figure this template thing out...yawnz so tired...later going for chalet...guess i will be seeing my sec. skool frens again...good & bad...hehez...gonna get shoes also i suppose..wonder which one i should buy...haiz...anywayz gtg..very tired...later then write...ciaoz...


Saturday, March 13, 2004
8:58 PM;
elloz..arghh the stoopid blogskins.com and the tag-board signing up is sooooo bloody difficult lor...make me sign up here sign up there...in the end leh..cannot..Freak!!!anyway todae stayin over at fren's house...played bball in the afternoon..kaoz it was scorching hot..plus i was wearing a THICK black shirt...stooopid me...i think my brain juices were boiling haha...later gonna watch The Acacia Tree mignight movie...its some korean horror show...i dunno why but before watching any horror films i am toooootally psyched up...but then while watching leh..i get so bloody scAred...i practically cover my eyes up for the whole show...hahaz...somemore midnight movie lor...damn scared...oh ya jus now we were playing some card game called Piggy and whoeva lost a round was to go on msn and tell a girl I LOVE U...then i like lost lor...go on msn and guess who i told? Yvonne hahaz...luckily she never believe me or not die lor...hahaz.....hai time passes so fast...so fast must be seperated with the guys in 04S7C...haiz i will surely miss all of um'...how am i to survive without them when i start term 2?? ahhh...so sad...good thing is found alot of good friends who are always there to help u even though we only noe each other for less than 2 mths...all i have to say is that U GUYS ROCK!!! yeah..anyway gtg...but b4 i go let me say that 04S7C ROCKS 4EVA!!!



Friday, March 12, 2004
11:20 PM;
Blog???hmm....this is like my first time using lor...hear from Zongtang and found it very very interesting...cool man...u can like put songs and design ur own blog...oooooo.....anywayz very sian now,nothing to do now...comp,as usual,is lagging (wads new?)...TV also got nuttin...saw AI the untalented pple version...man is that William Hung overrated...but, come to think of it he also got cute side la...quite naive and innocent...hmmz...tot some of the contestants really sang extremely atrociously...not to mention funny also..hahaz...aiya anywayz quite tired la coz todae went Body Worlds then like come back home never take a nap...yawnz...the Body World damn cool lor...oooo...anywayz gtg...bby...